简简单单的一天，我很开心。 可能是因为真的轻松很多吧。 我的这份工有好有坏。忙起来时真的是忙到无可用言语来解释 但当一切结束时，突然就变的非常无所事事，这一切的突然真的有好有坏。 因身体无法接受，就会生病。 昨天终于可以把一切放下，轻轻松松的休息一天，但因身体不习惯而发起烧来。真无奈。 sometimes in this industry working is like high on adrenaline. busy busy busy bee. running here and there. heart beat faster and faster. what's tiredness? For that moment, tiredness doesn't appear in your dictionary.

今天和大队一起出发到马六甲。不，我不是真的上马六甲。就下来帮他们搬东西。 所以就有了机会和大队一起上 JB。 不知不觉和_____谈起话来。一谈就谈个不停，一谈就谈了两个多钟。 我们两都很惊讶，我们有非常多相识的地方。 想法，看待友情，看待爱情，看待人生，看待这演义圈 等等。 我们都非常非常的相识。 我们都是属于想很多很多的人。 we are thinkers. Deep thoughts thinkers.

sometimes, alot of us question ourselves. Why do we choose this path? Why do we walk this road? Why do we still walk even when we know that there's so many other path that we can go to? Haven't you?

There's just thousand and one things in my mind ...

可能就在等那到彩虹的出现吧

When everything is over ... SMILE =) 

Becoz everything's over !! =p 

Pretty eventful the last few days, thus I can finally rest only today! 

my no-so-official last working day for my current project was on sat 

SUN

Woke up early in the morning for church, Stayed for dialect practice, went for a short supper after practice. reached home close to 2am. (drop dead tired) 

MON

10am - schedule to go back office and bring new PAs to tour around mediacorp :x 

8pm - Went for superband 

920pm - Had a last min call and chiong down Jurong West for a meeting with pst kong as he wanted to meet up with ppl involve in the creative ministry

1am - reach home 

TUE

Scheduled to bring the new PAs on shoot. Thus went to help out a wedding scene in CHIJMES

5.45am - woke up

7am - Call time for shoot 

6.45pm - traveled back Office 

7.45 pm - Travelled back city hall to meet up with FEFE to celebrate NANA's bday

830pm - Dinner @ shokodu 

1030pm - Back to CHIJMES to chill out & have a drink!  (yes back to CHIJMES again, but I had a fantastic time!) 

Thus Today I can finally rest !!! Soooo let peektures do the talking!! =) 

NaNa's bday. FeFe and I went down to join her Cell & friends. 

It was like the whitest cake we've ever seen =p 

Dearest Ms nana and Me! 

Back to the olden days =) 

nana.shanshan.fefe

Give us a camera and we just start snapping away! 

Susan.nana.shanshan.fefe

The bday girl @ Chijmes

Susan. she doesn't like taking photos, but seeing us taking

pictures like mad, she joined in the fun too!

And it was gorgeous! =) 

A very pretty friend, Hui ling! 

And finally a group photo! =) 

Pretty pretty soon !! (period) Cheers :) Just another 3 more days !

I just can't help but keep pondering what's next for me?

This few days I have been thinking abt the past ... 

Sometimes I truly miss the past ... 

I miss those days spend in CHEC

I miss those days spend with fefe, peizi, alicia, jessel yam, ah matt, ms nana, ms rara, ms tiffy, ms pauline, xiao rong 

I miss those days where I will drop by and spend my afternoon helping out

I miss those sundays dropping by CHEC helping ms nana with her work

I miss those times when I'm so much more involve in choir, serving multiple services, helping out this and that, occasional meetings and stuff 

Its really the past ... I guess? 

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The past 2 days was a torture for my precious skin 

I spent the last 2 days at the most ulu places in singapore? 

Punggol End lalang field - shooting a chase here and there, den murder scene

Tampines Ave 9 biking trail - Shooting a scene where a character kills a tiger :X 

(this place is like a forest -_-) 

Usually I'm super NOT prone to mosquito bites, whenever we go to such places, the whole entire world got bitten by mosquitoes, but not me. 

BUT 

this time round, this 2 places prove me sooooooooooo WRONG. I was sooooo badly bitten and my two legs are totally ruin. Was slap left right up down by all those lalangs, was bitten by all sorts of insects you can ever find, surrounded by millions of red ants. I've never see such huge red ants's nest in my entire life! Now my whole entire leg and hands are SOooooOo freaking ITCHY!! Aside from that, I was burnt too. 

This is what I get after spending 12 hrs in the middle of the huge lalang field

where there isn't any trees insight :X 

I had these red spot all over my leg after a day spend in the lalang field.

And it got worse after spend another day @ the "jungle" :x 

And this is the so call jungle I'm talking abt :X 

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Anyway, I'M GOING FOR AH MEI'S CONCERT AND I AM SUPER EXCITED FOR IT !! 

I'm damn happy la !! :)

I miss chilling out, seriously ... It hasn't been the same for me anymore .. oh well ... 

Looking forward to chill with Janet and samuel sometime next week. 

I still remember Jan and I sort of make a pact saying that after her stress thingy + after my drama we shall chill and indulge ourselves in boxes of ROYCE CHOCOLATE! 

I'm looking forward to indulge in it !!! 

TODAY

I did a stun that totally stun my AP today. 

Was with my AP heading back to office after packing lunch from canteen

At the bottom of our office, I flew and almost split and landed on the floor with an ultra position. The packet of rice in my hand flew and split open and landed on the floor 

We were jus happily talking and it all happen in a split second that stun the both of us. 

What has just happen man ??? 

THUS I HAVE TO 

Eat my rice in the red plastic bag. It was just sooooo memorable -_- 

Thats my interesting lunch :p 

My house contains the kings and Queens of "C" ppl and sadly that is the major problem 

Me = Quite C

Dad = Very C

Uncle = Super extra C

MUM = Crazily extreme super extra C 

and when the 4 of us add together, you get TERROR! HORROR! -_- 

and its driving me to my wits end 

I was telling myself, if I ever get married, I must make sure my Husband cannot be "C" 

BUT

BUT

BUT

I think it will drive me even more crazy if my future partner isn't C. How could I stand it?? 

Contradicting? Thats Human Nature ... 

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It has been a bad bad week for me ... But on a lighter note ... I'm gonna regain a little bit of freedom soon .. 

Starting from today, I will be working 9 days straight and after that the entire team will go up malaysia leaving me here in SG.

No news about my next project, thus I self-declared mini holiday 

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Talking abt work, I jus have to say, after a long day or long week of work, all we need is just understanding from ppl around 

I realized ppl tends to think my job is all-so-very fun and glamours to work with big stars etc etc. Yes it is fun to a certain extent but ppl will not understand what's the job like until u are in it. Yes at times we get to take photos on some special occasions but behind those pretty photographs there is a whole lot of untold stories, misunderstandings etc etc. 

at times or rather honestly i dun feel the support from ppl around and tats sad. 

I have given up lots of freedom and time for my job (becoz it simply requires n I had no say)

the things tat I used to love to do i lay it aside, not becoz i dun love doing it anymore

Pls dun simply conclude me as not willing or wanting to commit anymore. -_-

oh well .. anyway

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Sign up for california Gym @ Novena. 

Its near my office + home. Great location. Another plus point for motivation. haha

Went for 3 classes today. Yoga, bodylicious, bodycombat(kick boxing)

And I am totally in love with kick boxing! Its SooOoOooOoo fun !! 

bodylicious is killing my butt and leg. After 1hr, my legs became wobbly :p 

(its been zillion years since I last work out u know) :x 

Am gonna make use of my off days to GYM + driving =) 

Thats my short term goal for now 

1) Get my driving license

2) Get in shape + good health 

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The start of my 9 days straight work day. 

Count down with me, wun you? =)