I was DAMN PISSED off yesterday ... Thinking back, I had no idea why I was sooooooo FREAKING PISSED. Maybe over time, bottle up yada yada yada. I couldn't describe how piss I WAS. All I know is that I was just cursing & swearing deep inside for a period of time. I Just wish I can scream it out straight F***ING BITCH ! :X 

Alright... Chill.. Over... I've gotten over it... 

Right now, I'm just counting down to 22nd march (THIS SAT). My last day of production!!

I needed time to sit down, chill & not think about work at all.  

I needed time to sit down & sort out my life. HA! 

I needed time to sit down & plan out things that I wanna do! Wheee! 

Even though I think I'll probably have a very very short break! :X nontheless ...

I'm looking forward to get my hands behind those wheels again! (this time, to go out & enjoy!)

I'm looking forward to drive around with my FSV peeps to makan lasi lemak @ changi & Chill!

(Come to think of it, quite a number of us got our license already! Yippeee! )

I'm looking forward to laze my whole afternoon @ Green Room Cafe @ Bishan Park 2

I'm looking forward to meet some of my colleagues out for a good meal! 

I'm looking forward to meet up with my supper kahkis again to CHILL! 

I'm looking forward to drive around to take good pictures with a DSLR! 

I'm looking forward to meet SIS over a meal or something!

I'm looking forward to meet my RIGHT HEART! 

(its time to catch up with each other's lives!)

I'm looking forward to meet JULETTE for a time of Sushi & Tea! 

The list just goes on & on ..! 

I'm in the midst of planning my CAMBODIA trip! (yes, if nothing goes wrong, I'm going ahead!)

I'm in the midst of researching Hong Kong ( preparing to go during colder season hopefully)

I'm in the midst of looking and checking prices for my DIVING trip! 

I'm in the midst of trying to plan a short shopping spree @ bangkok despite the above plans. (HA! How Greedy! ) 

I'l probably start researching on AUSTRALIA (hopefully I can make a trip down next year!)

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In every relationship, u have to put in a certain amount of effort & hard work to at least maintain it. People come & people go. Friends come & go. Its something we can't really control. I have come to understand that some people step into your life just for that season. 

Now I understand... The problem with me? I hold on to everyone that crosses my path.. 

Stupid? Silly? Childish? 

But now I know. At least I know. No matter how many people walk in and out. How many friends I have. ALL I really need is that FEW that would stand by me, that would support me even at times when I was too busy to keep up & stay in touch. Too busy to meet up. But they are always there, rain or shine. 

I'm glad to have that FEW & 

Thats enough to bless my heart.. 

I'm a naughty girl today. I "Skip" work!! 

I Self-declared YI SHAN's day!

So thankful that my phone hardly RANG!! Its Sooooooooo rare! What a peace!! =p

So I spend the day stuck in the room, cleaning up my mess.

Had a long exfoliating bath, did mask & moisturize my body! Whoohoo!

When Was the last time I pampered my otherwise ill-treated body. =p

So I am a happy happy girl today la. =) 

Ok. Sooo i'm all ready to 奋斗tml! =p 

Browse through the schedule of Singapore International Film Festival. 

There's SoooOOoOOooO many films I wanna watch !! gosh! 

And I'm sooo glad to see my batch's films listed in SIFF as well. 

Even though all their films are under the non-finalist. BUT still, I think all of them did a great job! =) 

Strumming the guitar, singing away... 

Finding back the old self ...

I think she has quite nice & pleasant voice. Nice song too. haha. 

I had a simple & good day! Tons to blog but I guess I shall just cut it short! 

1) attend a silly(a little la) course back @ office. 

[I'm just piss that it robs away my sleeping time!] 

2) Have a little fruitful time checking through all the props for my remaining rundowns (YAYNESS!) 

3) Headed down PS for lunch @ around 2pm. 

[Had such an enjoyable time all to myself @ HK CAFE - PS.]

4) Met Miss P for Movie. We caught "DEPARTURES"

One of the very few good shows I've watch this year! It was BEAUTIFULLY DONE! 

It was just a simple simple simple story, but yet how the story was told is just beautiful!

It was entertaining & yet touching! Definitely deserve the OSCAR award! =) 

5) Went for dinner @ Tommy Romas @ suntec 

Hmmmm, good movies just makes your day! haha

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I'm not a very supportive friend etc. Sometimes I can be quite bad. Quite critical in my comments. In fact, I'M GETTING MORE AND MORE CYNICAL! OOopps. 

BUT anyway I just wanna say there was just this joy and happiness I have for a dear friend of mine when she share with me a good news! 

DAPHNE KOH YAN PING!! I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU! 

WHATEVER IT IS, YOU KNOW YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY SUPPORT!! MY DEAREST RIGHT HEART!!! =) 

I have sooo much in my mind. I just need a day to sort out all my thoughts! 

Oh and it feels really good to have positive comments around... 

Throughout the last 1-2 weeks I guess. Almost who ever I bum into, commented that I slim down. MUAHAHAHA. I was half believing but yet I feel a little difference .. =p 

half believing.. So i did went to weigh myself. AMAZING. Unknowingly, I lost 3-4 KGs in 1 mth!!! WhooHoo! hahaha. Maybe I should aim for another 4 KG!! =p 

It has been a fairly long time since I last had my fair share of verbal vomit (HAHA!) 

So much so... I do not know where to start!?? 

Lets just say I shall do a recap of my oh-so-very-interesting(happening) FOUR DAYS I had last week! 

26th Feb - THURS 

Rented a car together with my pri sch friend

It was raining CATS & DOGS when I went to collect the car. 

It was the first time I drove without an experience driver beside me!

Went round n round North area practicing our parking!

Met up with secondary sch choir buddies + choir teacher Mrs chew!

Almost got into a terrible crash just past midnight!

Come to think of it, at that moment of that almost-crash right smack into that taxi situation. I wasn't even panic, scared, shocked(watsoever), even though I was so near death! I carried on driving like as if nothing has happened. I WONDER WHY? The passenger in my car was more freak out than I was. 

My secondary choir buddies & teacher Mrs Chew!! 

Its such a short but sweet & enjoyable time together! 

We even drove Mrs chew home. Gosh when we first know her, we are just 13 years old! Its almost a decade! ... Alright ... we're getting OLD ... 

27th FEB - FRIDAY

Met ruxin for buffet lunch @ Suntec

1st time successfully park in between cars without much adjusting! *PROUD* haha

Drove Ruxin back to SHENTON WAY

(It has been AGES since I last step into SHENTON WAY. It was a 鸟不生蛋的地方 to me!) 

So of coz, I had to figure my way back to my office from tat 鸟不生蛋的地方. 

It was really a day of 跟着感觉走(singing to the tune of that Ah-mei's song)!

Had quite a fruitful day doing my rundowns I must say! 

Was happy to drop some of my colleagues off (save them from walking that mountain walk!)

Headed down Heeren to meet my CELL for movie, "Marley & Me". 

28th FEB - SATURDAY

Had OB. *Reshoot one scene* :x 

Had a last min decision & random meet up with Miss P @ Holland Village's Crystal Jade

I was going in circles before I landed myself @ Holland V! (haha I'm nt road smart or rather I always miss my exit! =p )

Then I had a CRAZY time waiting in that very SMALL & PACK carpark in Holland V! 

BUT I had a great catching up, chilling, grocery shopping! Great way of releasing stress.

Went back Thomson to meet my supper kahkis Jan & Sam! I miss them so! 

So this time I drove! HAHA. 

We headed down to HK CAFE @ Kovan (Yes, HK CAFE AGAIN! :x ) haha. 

my crazy girlfriend!

My crazy supper gang!

The night was suppose to end at 3.30am. 

BUT

BUT

BUT

I make the stupidest mistakes I ever make (I SWEAR I WILL NOT DO IT AGAIN)

To cut the story short. I spent 1.5 hrs in the car park from 3.30am - 5.00am! 

(I hated car parks & I really have fears whenever I'm in a carpark. ) So I was close to tears!

Thankfully my friend drove down to accompany me despite being really tired. *appreciates*

***** Dun try asking me what happen if you are not close to me :x & even if u are close to me, I may not even say becoz some people just have bigger mouth. If you know what I mean *****

1st MARCH - SUNDAY

Drove to JW-Church from home. The feeling was SHIOKNESS! 

I love the express way up to LORNNIE road from my house! 

Had yet another random meet up for shopping with Miss P.

Since I rented a car, I dun really need to save on petrol. Thus I offered to drive her. 

Went to pick her up from her home and OH MAN .. 

it was a 鸟不生蛋的地方oh wait.. no its worst! its probably a 鸟都不飞去的地方!!!

I SWEAR I GO ROUND & ROUND CLOSE TO TEN TIMES IN THAT AREA! 

Of which I think I'm now a *pro* in making U-TURNS & 3-point turns in super squeezy & small lanes!! 

Oh, it does not help when it was raining CAT&DOGS!!! :X You could hardly see the lines on the road !!! :X 

Was suppose to run errand. Suppose to make a trip down to Bedok 85 around 6+ to collect props after meeting Miss P. 

My 4 days of driving experience, it was AMAZING!! hahaha. It was fun driving, I love being alone, driving alone on the road. Its such a great personal space & time alone from everyone! I think that was the thing I enjoy the most! 

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I had pretty serious thoughts this few weeks even in the midst of my business! 

I reasoned & fought with myself. In a nutshell, I came to understand myself better.

And this few weeks. Many many people asked me this question: "Do you really like your job? Love what you are doing?" This has set me in deep thinking for weeks I guess. 

Aside from these heavy stuff. I guess I should relax & reward myself! I was just planning out some stuff I want to do at the age of 22. 

So at the age of 22. 

1) I've got my driving license !! *I finally got the card!* 

Soooo whats next?? 

1) BAISC OPEN WATER DIVE!!

2) A trip to HONG KONG 

3) A short shopping spree trip to BANGKOK - MUST fly after my Next Project for sure! 

4) A trip to CAMBODIA!