My NEW toy! gosh. I totally love it!! 

It was an unexpected buy. But I have always been wanting a HOLGA. Geeez

Back to work ... :X 

真真假假，假假真真

什么时候是真，什么时候是假？

真假要如何分清呢？

为何那么多疑惑和猜测？

为何要怀疑？

为何就不能100％的信任?

有时会想，是真的朋友吗？

那这又有多真呢？

两面的。是两面的。

在这圈子里，太多太多两面了

或许我也袋上了面具

这面具 。。。

要袋多就呢？

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A portion of me secretly wish to be infected by H1N1

I'm the most fortunate of them all I guess.

But somehow, my heart still flew away ...

oh Gwad !! Can't believe its sun already! 

I'm stubbornly stuck in my holiday mood! =x thats bad ..

Thankfully I had quite an enjoyable 9 days of break lar. 

So I shall not complain! =p

19th June 2009 - FRIDAY

** Headed for a mini-road trip to JB with Jan & Sam!

It was a beautiful day ...

It was a relaxing day ... 

It was a rather fruitful day ... HAHA! 

After which, I headed down for CWBS on the book of Songs of Solomon. Haven attend church wide bible study for the longest time. Was a little lost. but was good. I wish I did respond to the altar call though.

20th June 2009 - SATURDAY

** Pack & clean up my entire messy room

** Got bored & started playing on my Guit

** Started cam-whoring with my Guit. geez

silly me ...

18th June 2009 - THURSDAY 

** Miss P jio-ed me for KTV this morning (I haven even got out of my bed)

~ I've got to say this. It was pretty timely. I have been wanting to go for a K session ever since TUE(where my colleagues suggested). But I din held much hope becoz my colleagues are crazily busy and NOT the entire world is having MEDIACORP DAY OFF anyway. 

So when I first read the text I almost jump out of bed! It was almost a prayed ans. haha!

Den again Its nearing the end of the mth and I'm pretty broke. The next thing I know, she is holding to a voucher that states ($10 nett per person). And so it was really $10 Nett per person for 5 hours of KTV session. And now, its a prayed answered! ha! 

** Kallang Leisure park

~ When I reached, the first thing I saw was Little Miss Smiley. It kinda get the both of us going smiley & silly over these stuff. Thus I bought 2 note book. 

A vintage looking one

and a cutesy looking one! 

Sometimes its scary to know how emotions just switches to and fro. 

One moment you are just happy, the next moment, you are all emo-ing. 

Its weird but thats life! 

For the past 1 week. I was thinking/wondering. What was I doing?

Maybe there have been too much negative comments/thoughts/situations/feedbacks(be it happening to me or not). When the entire world around you are fill with such stuff, it gets into you. 

For some strange reasons. The 100% (ok i'm jus exaggerating it) passion I used to have just swing down right to 0%. For a moment, I totally lost interest. 

I'm nt sure if its good. I'm nt sure if its temporarily? 

I must have misplace this "passion" somewhere along the way...

I must have dropped it somewhere along the way...

I didn't even know? 

Maybe I should just stop walking ahead 

Turn back and search for it sounds like a better idea? 

I'm nt so sure.

I happen to chance upon a song over youtube the other day

It makes me very much wanted to go down on my knee, threw away everything that I have 

and just sing

Favourite

I want to sing

Until I am lost in your love

Till I found in your presence

Worshipping before your throne

Moved by the spirit

Entering into your throne

How precious this moment

Lord I want you to know

Its you, you who have won my heart

Taken me into your arms

Comforted me like a friend

Your love surrounded me from the start

I never want to be apart

From you ever again