DAYS

I've got so much to update

I've got so much to say

I've got so many thoughts that I wanna pen down

I've got so many events I wanna pen down as well

BUT

I do not have the luxury of time

I do not have the simple time to sit down & really think through

and I mean REALLY THINK THROUGH

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My days are numbered

Why do I feel like I'm sinking into a kind of unexplained depression?

Why do I feel like I'm detesting every single little thing everyday

Why do I feel so much hatred

Why do I get so agitated over small little issues

Why do I reach the peak of everything so soon?

Where was that joy?

Where was that motivation?

Where was that satisfaction?

Where was that longing?

Where was that love?

Where did I drop all these?

I must have misplace all these...

Behind those smiles are the hidden tears ...