I was affected.I was sad.I was angry.I blamed.I hated.I reasoned.

I wanted to vent. I wanted to blog.I wanted to scream.I wanted to burst out in tears. 

Just nice my friend told me this. I chance upon it again on my own. 

Dance like no one is watching,love like you'll never be hurt,
Sing like no one is listening and live like it's heaven on earth."
 ~William Purkey-

Maybe I will blog again. Maybe I will not.

Presenting to you! Princess Rebekah! 

my dearest sis's new born baby girl! Isn't she just sooooo adorable! =) 

So angel like! goodness! =) 

THURSDAY

I had a therapeutic day all by myself. I'm contented. 

Had driving @ 11am 

Went back office to grab some stuff

Went down town to get casing for my Ipod Touch 2nd Gen (*finally the casing arrive :X) 

Headed down to Bishan to catch "Painted Skin" by myself. *Its therapeutic! =) 

Initially I'm totally not interested in this show esp there's a particular someone in that show :X 

But after some recommendation from _ _ _ _ _ I decided to give it a try. 

It was a good show! Recently there aren't many shows that has a good theme and is consistent throughout. Indeed this show surprises me quite a little. Subtle humor was well spread out. Acting wise for MAIN characters are pretty good too. =) It was a good catch! =) 

FRIDAY

Went back office to help out with some paper work 

Initially I planned to go GYM for my lessons, ended up, we stayed in office till abt 1130pm. 

Few of us even ordered Pizza hut. LOL. Instead of gym-ing, i ate pizza instead :p lol

Rush down Cine in time to meet my cell for movie. We caught "Tropic Thunder" ...

Hmmmm, I wouldn't say it was a bad show, but personally I dun really like it. Hmmm, seriously have tons of doubts about Ben stiller. =p 

SATURDAY

Today! Today! I successfully manage to be a guai guai girl and stay at home the entire day! 

and yep, I know I'm a little outdated, but I JUST WATCHED LAST WEEK SERMON ONLINE. :p Finally I know what others are saying about the water crystal thingy. I was really impacted and amazed by the water molecule. Indeed, our thoughts and our words very much form our lives! (will share more on that). Aside that I play with tons of photos and found some really classic photos! LOL more of it in my facebook! =) 

GOD! I dun even remember I ever take such photos! 

But it was just a classic and I LIKE! =) 

I like this too! Artiste room. Totally got the feel man! 

And this! still got 2 ppl at the back peeking at me being 

zi lian =p I miss tying up my long hair though :X 

(other than that, i still prefer my short hair! ;p)

And this! I just got to say that I really like the feel of this photo!

nice lighting and ambience! Kai Xiang! Guess I wanna engage you

as my photographer on my big day in future! ;) 

SUNDAY

Goodness, tml I'm going to do the stupidest thing. Tml I'm gonna be security guard. 

Am going to guard our 外搭景 at Lowell roadf ro 3++ hrs. :x how dumb. 

连保安人员都做了真是 Bao ka liao ah. :X 

Dun envy me but yea, I've got close to a week's break/off! 

On Sun, I was just telling myself that I'm gonna have a great week. 

Indeed, it really was ! (*at least so far so good la*)

MONDAY

So I started the week by resting really well. Finally a day I do not need to wake up to the alarm clock. Own time own target! Shiokness =)Went for facial & walk around HDB Hub den went back home and watch “不凡的爱” on Mobtv. 

TUESDAY

Went for driving lesson in the noon

Went back to office to collect some stuff 

On the way out of MCS I happen to bum into _ _ _ _ _ . Inpromtu, we went to TCC's Novena square for dinner/drinks. Unknowingly 4 hours pass of just like tat. Chatting almost everything under the sun. It was a great moment of sharing. It has been a long time since I had such long yet relaxing chat. Before we bid goodbye, we happen to talk abt KTV and a crazy idea strike us. 

Thus... 

WEDNESDAY

Met _ _ _ _ _ for KTV session @ 2pm. Bum into Vicky who happen to be working @ Kbox, thus she gave us a bigger room. (blessed). I had a splendid time singing like crazy. Just the 2 of us, we sang from 2pm to 7pm. 5 hours of non-stop singing, almost killed us. But we were so high, dancing and singing like nobody business. It was a great let out for me. =) 

Head down to The Cathay for dim sum but it was closed. =( Head down to PS instead, ended up,   _ _ _ _ _  gave in to her temptation and we settle down for MACs. LOL. I'm such an evil kid, knowing that keeping fit is artiste's responsibility. But still lol. 

So I'm gonna confess Thurs, Fri, Sat & Sun gonna be great! 

Oh, and I'm starting shoot on Sun. Tis time round I'm gonna 好好的干一番事业. 要干的比以前更好! 

不知道会有什么结果，昨天应该有所决定了

但我还在思考中

I was looking through some of my past post in my old blog. Came across this

I still remember during one of our lesson, our lecturer show us this

and the entire class burst out laughing. 

(* see where the arrow is pointing?*)

Life's short, cherish every moment, enjoy every moment 

Why frown when we have the choice not to? 

Was talking to an ex-colleague of mine.  I was soooo inspired by her. I admire her courage. 

This colleague of mine just came back from a 5 months stay in US.

She flew off to US on a work+travel trip upon her graduation from NTU. 

Basically, she jus find a part-time job over at US and travel on her own. WOWED. 

thats really so cool! and thats really what I really really really wanted to do in this lifetime of mine. 

I will save $$, gather my courage and off I fly to a foreign country and travel on my own again.

I wanna see the world. I wanna experience the different cultural, different kind of life. 

I believe it will be an experience that $$ would never be able to buy. 

There's so many things I wanna do! Just by talking abt it, I'm so excited about life! haha

I wanna backpack to Europe

I wanna travel+work in US

I wanna travel to Perth n stay for few mths enjoying laid back life 

I wanna sky dive

I wanna Bungee jump

I wanna take the infamous US roller coaster

I wanna scuba dive! 

so so so so so many things I wanna do. *(only If I'm a millionaire) LOL 

Oh well, my focus now is to focus on getting my driving license before March 2009

Then as plan, I wanna take up diving course next April

可能我是个定不下来的孩子

我喜欢远走高飞

还蛮自私的，哈哈

开心就好

Ah yes, I'm getting more busy le. Kinda like the feeling of being busy. That kind of fulfillment.

1st week of shoot was quiet ok. Hopefully it will be for the next few months! 

First and foremost, my dearest sis gave birth to baby Rebekah on 10/10/08 !! =) 

I'm so so so happy for her. Baby Rebekah is such a cute and sweet little angel !! 

Rushed down Raffles hospital after work to see sis and her baby. Awwwwee, such a joy !! =) 

I was all excited going ooohh and ahhhs over baby Rebekah that I forget taking pictures of her! :x 

I'm starting shoot on Mon! (can't believe). I still have yet to finish reading my scripts :x 

I hope I can 好好的"干一番事业"! :X 

And yes, this is the project that I'll be working on! 

Yeah ! Took my Final Theory Test this morning and I PASSED !! =) 

I'm a step closer to my driving license! Cheerios! =)

What a great way to start my day! 

Ended my day having dinner with my 2 babes! 

What a great way to end my day! =) 

oh.. and yes, I'm starting my next project SOON. Ya.. like first day of shoot is next mon! :p 

I'm still in a little daze ... part of my soul is on holiday, another part of the soul is still at 小娘惹 , part of my soul still in the after math of AP Course and the rest of my soul is trying to get started with the new project. 

Preparing myself to enter into my new show in a different perspective, different attitude. 

Afterall, its a different position already. 

要好好的 "干一番事业"！(only 小娘惹 ppl understands this I guess hee) 

Sat was a FANTASTIC day. Reason being, I made the right choice by spending me entire night watching AH MEI'S CONCERT. She was totally AWESOME ! 

So High so High So High !! 

She just blown be away. When she sang 如果你也听说，my tears are at the brim of my eyes. 

And there are a few songs that she sang that makes me tear too. 

Wow. she is really really wonderful! =) 

Me and Zer @ Park Mall Sakae before heading down for concert.

The moment I walk into the hall. I'm all excited !! =) 

Who else went to watch the concert with me? Sheng Hong lo. LOL

How can I not take photos during such events leh ? 

THE QUEEN!

she sang some japan song, dunnoe the meaning, but was just so nice! 

Den I got her to go with us due to some unforeseen cirumstances 

Yet another local talent we've got here! 

Side track abit. I'm officially hook on watching 叮当神探

I was bursting out laughing like mad and the next moment my tears almost roll down. 

Lets just say I'm summarizing all up. But I LOVE planning my week ahead ;) 

MON

2pm - 7pm: Went United Square starbucks at around 2pm+ to do my paperwork

7.30pm - 8.30pm: Went over to California Gym for Bodycombat class 

(of which I almost died, too long nv work out :x)

TUE

Wake up at around noon time :p 

Packed my desk. Archive my desktop/hard drive

6pm-10pm: Went down starbucks, central mall do my paper work 

1115pm: Caught "The House Bunny" with my cell mates

A classic dumb blonde show. Not too bad. quite good for laugh show.

WED

Wake up at around noon time again :p (Cmon its holiday!)

4pm-7pm: Went back office to do my paper work

Had a movie outing with Rob,sheng hong and Jul. Thus,

7.30pm: Headed down Weeklock for sushi

(instead, somehow, we ended up at HK cafe @ cine :x)

9.30pm: Caught "Closing the ring" which I thought it was a beautifully crafted show. 

Nice story (typical), but somehow editing plays a major role in this entire film! 

I love the L-cuts that links the story together. =) 

1130pm: Headed to our usual hangout, starbucks at crown prince and took close to 200 photos!

THURS

2.00-3.30: Had my driving lesson @ ubi

4pm-9pm: Headed down Bishan's coffee bean to do paper work (ya i know, paper work again)

of which, i must comment that my MACBOOK do me proud. It lasted me from 4pm till 9pm without charging !! =) WHeee!

FRI

1200-2100: I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M STUCK IN OFFICE IN FRONT OF A COMP FOR SUCH LONG HOURS :X Gosh ... alignment after alignments, almost killed me :x 

SAT

I'M WATCHING AH MEI'S CONCERT !!! WHOOHOOO!! 

3.15pm-4.05pm: Having my Final Theory Etrial paper (I haven even touch my FTT book! ;p) 

700pm - 1000pm: AH MEI'S CONCERT!!! 

I'm finally done with the paper work. I dunnoe how screwed I will get on tues. but oh well. :X 

Meanwhile, I'm just enjoying this fine bit of rest. :p 

Lets just say, I've enjoyed my week quite a fair bit! =) 

休息是为了走更长远的路。

这句话是对的！ ＝） 

FUMING MAD ... 

I HATE PPL TOUCHING MY THINGS, REARRANGING MY THINGS WITHOUT ASKING! 

I HATE IT ! AND WHEN I SAY I HATE IT, I REALLY MEAN IT. 

I HAD MY OWN WAYS OF ARRANGING MY CLOTHES. 

I HAD MY OWN WAYS OF CATEGORIZING THEM

I HAD MY OWN WAYS!! 

JUST STOP TOUCHING MY FREAKING THINGS AND I WILL BE AT PEACE WITH YOU. 

I WAS HOLDING BACK FOR THE PAST WEEKS, CAN'T FIND THINGS, THINGS WAS CRUMPLED YADA YADA.

I FLARED TODAY. 

I HAD SAID A MILLION TIMES.

I DUN WANT PPL TO TOUCH MY CLOSET. 

WHY DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND SUCH SIMPLE STATEMENT? 

YES, PEOPLE DUN TELL ME HOW UNAPPRECIATIVE I AM. 

I SHOULD BE THANKFUL YADA YADA. -_- 

PEOPLE HAVE THEIR RULES AND THEIR PERSONAL SPACE. 

SAID A MILLION AND ONE TIMES!

PLEASE !!