My BEST & WROST day - mixed together. 

224am - I just got back from office. 

In a nutshell. 

I was totally pissed off over some attitude problem in the morning. 

I was vexed, frustrated, worried over my UNDONE jigsaw puzzle 

Everything still went quite well until after dinner ... Everything gone haywire.. 

A day before, I got my colleague to help with the half undone jigsaw. 

But sadly it was a difficult piece of sky. So She din manage to finish it.

BUT the worst that can happen/imagine just have to happen. 

While on the way here with the jigsaw, she drop the jigsaw just at the lift area

THUS half the sky was in pieces again :X 

My heart was beating fast, tears are bursting out but yet I have to control, control.

Gave up writing my cue sheets and all. I gather that few to fix up that sky.

Every minute was a torture to me. 和时间赛跑的感觉很不好受

In the end the jigsaw still din manage to finish 

(deep in my heart I know there are other ways to shoot this scene) 

But at least I tried till the very last minute. I din give up, even though I know I'm just trying the impossible. But at least I still try. 

Many time, what matters isn't the end product, but the journey and the attitude u have.

ON A LIGHTER NOTE. 

Just when we break for dinner. HE show me a beautiful rainbow 

Its not one, but two! It has been a long time since I last saw a rainbow. 

The last significant time I saw it was 2 years back @ TAIPEI 101. 

It was kinda the last day filming @ this lovely condo with 3 lovely dogs! So the first thing we do when we break for dinner is to TAKE PHOTOS with the dogs. Basically only the 2 of us are that crazy. 

oh no! I'm not strangling it. Just want it to look at the camera! =p

Thats the very huge POODLE! 

Thats the poodle with the headband! This is to prevent his ear/hair

from eating the food. Haha! When we first saw the poodle with

this, we burst out laughing! 

I kind of like sit on it! hahaha! 

haha! The maid join in the fun and dress him up for us

to take picture. WE HAD A GOOD LAUGH! 

Lucky her! Got such a nice shot with the retro poodle.

By the time its my turn, the poodle ran away :X 

Den we go ahead and dress up MAX!!! 

SOOoOooOoO cuteeeeeee! 

Guess that helps the other wise terrible day :x 

It was just another simple day. No major celebration. Nothing special etc. 

But it was simple enough for me to Thank GOD for. =) 

Firstly, I was consider very bless that I do not have work/OB on that day. 

So I could sleep in and rest. (though I went back office early in the morning to 下单s)

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Celebrated my bday with the dialect gang @ Mind's Cafe.

Thanks guys for your love and gift. 

FYI: I've bought myself a bag from Adidas by Stella McCartney! 

of coz i have to thank the brain behind the entire meet up! =)

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Borrowed a DSLR from my CG member. My initial plan was to go various places to take photos. But I only manage to go a few places and it started raining. 

Bought magazines/newspaper, chill @ the coffee bean @ Raffles Hotel. Such a nice place to chill! Totally enjoyed it! 

On a random note. Went to meet Estella @ our infamous favorite hang out " HK Cafe"(jus that this time, its at PS instead of CINE) Ha! Silly girl did silly stuff. 

that silly girl bought me 2 small pieces of cake and secretly place in all the 

candles while talking to me. Ha! Damn, I was still wondering 

why her hands are forever busy while talking :x 

After which. Met up with my dearest right heart. It was yet another random meet up. Thanks dear for the make up! =) I still does miss talking and fellowship-ping with you! 

* thanks dearest sis for the longchamp bag! I LOVE IT! =) 

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Went for driving lesson damn early in the morning. My sweet pri sch friend came to look for me. We have a great time catching up and traveling back to Toa payoh & chilling out at Mac before i head back to work.

Thanks for the gift and a very nicely hand-made card! ;) I'm looking forward to our meet up with Mrs Chew! =) 

THANKS TO ALL THAT HAVE WISH ME IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. BE IT SMS/FACEBOOK/EMAIL ETC =) 

I was left speechless, frustrated, depressed, totally stressed out for a while... 

My whole world/life revolves around my work and work alone.

Office is like the 2nd home for me know. Never ending workload! 

Hardly sleep/eat well for 1/2 weeks? Though I'm just doing 5 episodes. Ooopss. :x

 

So I Had 5 straight days of WAR. Am glad that it has finally ended!

Looking back, it was funny to see 

1) how I screw up here and there. 

2) how I manage to un-screw my screw ups? 

3) how people try to help in various ways to ease those screw ups.

It was then I become more appreciative of ppl around me. 

It was then I know that there are still nice people around! haha!

It was these screw ups that makes me a better person. 

It was the process of unscrewing the screw ups and preventing the screw ups from happening matters most. 

Of coz I din screw up like every single day lar :X still, i do SCREW UP. haha!

So lets just say that the following weeks of WAR shall get better and better!! 

And this few weeks, I realized I totally give up having people/friends to understand my work.

Sometimes it gets sooo frustrating that I wish all of them will get the chance to be AP for a month! Its kind of sad having ppl keep reminding me to prioritize well. 

Do you think we like to work on every weekend (where the whole entire world is out having fun, chilling, watching movie)? 

Do you think we like to work 16hours at least everyday. slogging like a cow?

Do you think we have the choice of which days we want/like to work? (the artiste can't even choose, who are we to choose?) 

That's just so much work to do. And we choose to do this job and that become our responsibilities to sacrifice every other thing to do what we are suppose to do. Why is it so difficult to understand? 

oh well ... 

Thank God for a good day today. It was a good weather(though it was freaking/burning hot). 

But the sky was beautiful. Went for location survey @ Sentosa today. It was such a beautiful sight Hardly a single person in sight! =) 

Alright, I shall take the chance to blog abt 03.02.09

I'VE PASSED MY CLASS 3 PRACTICAL TEST! WHOOOOHOO!!!! =)

It has been donkey years since I last blogged. 

Wanted to blog abt many many things, but I din have the time/mood/energy to do so. 

Wanted to blog abt 030209. Give me some time.

I'm suffering from I-also-dunnoe-what kind of emotions. 

i LOVE & HATE my job

that's the BEST part of it. 

period.