Once you stop pushing yourself, once your momentum drop.. 

Its hard to get it started again. It requires even more effort :X 

I was a little unprepared towards the schedule I had this week. Thus I'm feeling a little hay-wire? 

What a brilliant picture that paint more than a thousand words!

A brilliant way to paint the life of an AP. HAHA! 

MONDAY

I had a crazy crazy Monday.

I reached office as early as 8am to insert my roller to find out that (it has yet another sets of mistakes :x)

I had script discussion with 7 people in a ultimate small room for the entire day :x

Script discussion ended close to 8pm.

I stayed behind & wait till close to 12am for the intern to finish up my roller credits. 

I was 1/2 dead.

My brian was 3/4 dead.

I skipped dinner.

I was duper tired and sleepy as I haven been sleeping well. 

I spent a good whole 16 hours in office. What a MON! :x 

TUESDAY

I had a FULL day of script discussion in that small room with 7 ppl again

I had a painfully long & slow script discussion :x 

BUT BUT BUT

I had my day end off BEAUTIFULLY! 

Skipped dinner (loss of appetite)

Upgraded my SINGTEL plan

Gotten myself UNLIMITED SMS TO EVERYONE!! (WHOOOOOT!)

Upgraded my phone to NOKIA E63 @ A PRICE OF $18! (3 CHEERS! YIPEEE)

WEDNESDAY

And yes. I have script discussion as early as 9am in the morning. (yet again)

Had a meeting with da boss @ 2pm :X

Had DUBBING session from 1700 till 1830

I still haven do my M&E Master

I still haven do my Final Master Rundown

I'm still not quite settle with my Roller Credits! :x 

I burned a DVD copy of the 5 Episodes of my program

I was suppose to look through them & do my work @ HOME

BUT BUT BUT

I was  slacking ALL THE WAY once I reached home

I din even touch the DVD much less the thumbdrive

I played BIG2.5 online for a good whole 1.5hours! :X 

I had 0% juice in my body that tells me to do my work

I choose to blog instead of work 

BRILLIANT ! =p

NOW ... I'm feeling 1% of guilt running in my blood, telling me that I should at least touch my work a little before I hit the sack! =p=p (maybe I should)

OH! and did I even mention!? 

I'm a little positive on the SHORT TRIP to CAMBODIA with MISS P in MAY! Hopefully her schedule allows!  We both very much wanted to explore CAMBODIA and has been talking about it! =) 

Alright. Its time to hit the SACK! ( no I mean work :x )

BUTBUTBUT

I was browsing through facebook and ...

This sis will freak out seeing so many of her pics on my blog! haha

I sooooo wanna visit this little pretty girl! I soooo wanna play with her!

I sooo wanna Lurve her! =) 

Isn't she the prettiest!! 

ok. time to work :x 

I think the truth slowly sinks in ... I'm gonna start getting busy ... 

I just kinda realized that I'm almost pack this week!! 

MONDAY: 

0830 - IN Roller Credits

1400 - Script Discussion

TUESDAY:

0930 - 1900 - Script Discussion

WEDNESDAY:

0930 - 1300 - Script Discussion

1400 - unknown - MEETING :X :x :X :X 

1700 - 1830 - Dubbing

THURSDAY:

0930 - 1900 - Script Discussion

FRIDAY:

0930 - 1900 - Script Discussion 

Alrighty! I'm busy wor! I think the truth just sinks in lar ... 

At least I dun need to deal with those crappy photos at the moment! YiPpee!! 

But I think there's still room for movies, KTV, shopping etc etc.

Plus this coming week is the start of 2nd Singapore Film Festival! Whoohoo!! 

Easter this year was OK. I spend close to $100 within 20 mins walk around the trade fair! :X 

$70++ on facial and massage & $20 on a top! :X

But I was bless. I bum into Miss tiffy, Miss clara & Fefe. And sometimes a great big hug is more than enough!

Very nice THAI commercial. Its as good as a short film with meaning!  =)

Did a personality test online. Quite detailed and accurate! 

My personality : INFJ (Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, Judging) 

The Protector

As an INFJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you take things in primarily via intuition. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit with your personal value system.

INFJs are gentle, caring, complex and highly intuitive individuals. Artistic and creative, they live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities. Only one percent of the population has an INFJ Personality Type, making it the most rare of all the types.

INFJs place great importance on havings things orderly and systematic in their outer world. They put a lot of energy into identifying the best system for getting things done, and constantly define and re-define the priorities in their lives. On the other hand, INFJs operate within themselves on an intuitive basis which is entirely spontaneous. They know things intuitively, without being able to pinpoint why, and without detailed knowledge of the subject at hand. They are usually right, and they usually know it. Consequently, INFJs put a tremendous amount of faith into their instincts and intuitions. This is something of a conflict between the inner and outer worlds, and may result in the INFJ not being as organized as other Judging types tend to be. Or we may see some signs of disarray in an otherwise orderly tendency, such as a consistently messy desk.

INFJs have uncanny insight into people and situations. They get "feelings" about things and intuitively understand them. As an extreme example, some INFJs report experiences of a psychic nature, such as getting strong feelings about there being a problem with a loved one, and discovering later that they were in a car accident. This is the sort of thing that other types may scorn and scoff at, and the INFJ themself does not really understand their intuition at a level which can be verbalized. Consequently, most INFJs are protective of their inner selves, sharing only what they choose to share when they choose to share it. They are deep, complex individuals, who are quite private and typically difficult to understand. INFJs hold back part of themselves, and can be secretive.

But the INFJ is as genuinely warm as they are complex. INFJs hold a special place in the heart of people who they are close to, who are able to see their special gifts and depth of caring. INFJs are concerned for people's feelings, and try to be gentle to avoid hurting anyone. They are very sensitive to conflict, and cannot tolerate it very well. Situations which are charged with conflict may drive the normally peaceful INFJ into a state of agitation or charged anger. They may tend to internalize conflict into their bodies, and experience health problems when under a lot of stress.

Because the INFJ has such strong intuitive capabilities, they trust their own instincts above all else. This may result in an INFJ stubborness and tendency to ignore other people's opinions. They believe that they're right. On the other hand, INFJ is a perfectionist who doubts that they are living up to their full potential. INFJs are rarely at complete peace with themselves - there's always something else they should be doing to improve themselves and the world around them. They believe in constant growth, and don't often take time to revel in their accomplishments. They have strong value systems, and need to live their lives in accordance with what they feel is right. In deference to the Feeling aspect of their personalities, INFJs are in some ways gentle and easy going. Conversely, they have very high expectations of themselves, and frequently of their families. They don't believe in compromising their ideals.

INFJ is a natural nurturer; patient, devoted and protective. They make loving parents and usually have strong bonds with their offspring. They have high expectations of their children, and push them to be the best that they can be. This can sometimes manifest itself in the INFJ being hard-nosed and stubborn. But generally, children of an INFJ get devoted and sincere parental guidance, combined with deep caring.

In the workplace, the INFJ usually shows up in areas where they can be creative and somewhat independent. They have a natural affinity for art, and many excel in the sciences, where they make use of their intuition. INFJs can also be found in service-oriented professions. They are not good at dealing with minutia or very detailed tasks. The INFJ will either avoid such things, or else go to the other extreme and become enveloped in the details to the extent that they can no longer see the big picture. An INFJ who has gone the route of becoming meticulous about details may be highly critical of other individuals who are not.

The INFJ individual is gifted in ways that other types are not. Life is not necessarily easy for the INFJ, but they are capable of great depth of feeling and personal achievement.

If you are interested, u can find the test @ http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp

This is a really nice short. 

Short & sweet. Heart warming. =) 

After a few days of like doing "miscellaneous" stuff back @ office.

I finally had something to do for my own project, 书包太重. RE-EDITING tml! 

FINALLY! I'm Getting away from sorting photos all day long. :X

And then its time for me to sit back and look forward to the long weekend ahead!

Our mediacorp day off is on thurs! 

Thus I have off from THURSDAY to SUNDAY! (Dun be jealous!) =)

Well today We had a VERY FRUITFUL time over our lunch(a long one indeed) hee =p

Went back office after lunch and this is what we did ...

helping an AP of 双子星 to do her props. 风车s.

So do keep a look out for 双子星(think EP 29). Muahaha. our hardwork being showcased! 

I think as an AP, the most 欣慰 thing is to have a bunch of peeps that will help you when you needed help. The feeling of knowing that you are not alone, there's a bunch of fighter fighting together with you. Suddenly your stress/worry is greatly DIVIDED and the joy was greatly MULTIPLIED! =) 

Headed down CENTRAL for JAP dinner with few of my colleagues.

Had yet another fruitful time of sharing. Hahaha! 

Spark off many crazy thoughts though :X 

Its a night of thinking ... again ... tons n tons of thoughts... 

Still finding a place to let it out. haha

nuff said! 

Felt my privacy has been invaded ... No one to blame ... 

After all this is a World Wide Web isn't it?

But am seriously thinking of locking some entries

Maybe I haven quite found a place I can let out my own thoughts other than blogging. ha! 

Sometimes blogging is a form of release for me

but yet at the same time, it can become a form of danger for me, after all who knows who is reading this blog? 

How contradicting this world maybe?

So after much consideration ... I may consider shifting to livejournal.com =) 

This aside, 

I have been asked to go back office to do "work". Some non-related, clearing some rubbish kind of work. 

Have been sorting out TONS of imaging photos of very very old show. :x

But quite fun though. 

We observe, compare & criticize. haha

Guessing who are those that went for plastic surgery ! ha! 

BUT I'm coming down with bad flu. 

Past few days was feverish & y throats hurts like nobody business

FORCE tons of water down this small body of mine, it gets better. no more fever & soar throat.

BUT I've got cough & running nose instead.

HOW FANTASTIC :X 

oh well. I'm just looking forward to FRIDAY!!

(FOR ONCE FRIDAY MEANS LAST DAY OF WORK WEEK FOR ME! haha!) 

Looking forward to meet up with my FSV PEEPS !! =) =)