For some weird reasons I'm getting excited to blog this entry ...

Maybe its due to the super-ultra-mad laughing time I had with the dialect peeps after prac ...

Its like we're all on alcohol (the fact is that we did, but in ice cream form :p)

I Can't even remember when was the last time I ever laugh so hard 

Till the point I thought I would die of laughing too hard (literally) as I had difficulty breathing

23rd Apr, Wednesday

Had a short lunch date with Ruxin @ Amk. Though its a short meet up, but its definitely a great time of catching up. That's exactly what I love to do most of days when I'm not working. A short meet up with another half afternoon with myself packing and cleaning up my room :) 

25th Apr, Friday 

Pay day = debts canceling + retail therapy time! It was one of the best and most fruitful day of spending time with myself and shopping spree. I really does love spending time with myself. can't explain that kind of blissfulness I felt. (sounds crazy, ya I know :P) 

1) First stop, I head to Ubi to book another round of basic :x 

2) Headed down to bugis street and I really got tons of great deals over there (happy girl goes skipping round and shouts YIPPEEE!) 

3) One round in bugis junction itself den headed down to orchard 

4) great deals at wisma + got myself famous amos :p 

5) walked the whole of tangs (i've voucher la :D ) 

6) Head down to far east ( got tons of good deals there too!) 

What's a good break without gd coffee + ppl watching + reading magazine + good music? 

7) thus I spend 1.5hrs @ park hotel's starbucks, reading mag and ppl watching and listening to my mp3 :) It was just simple Awesome (with the capital A) :D 

8) One round in Heeren

9) Back to bugis, met with Idy and Shu yun for another round of shopping + dinner! whheee

CG went movie watching ... 90% of my flesh tells me to go with them! :( But it feels great to have the discipline to go hm instead :D (I'm still craving to watch movie, its like a MUST have weekly dosage) 

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I'm really quite glad that some things I'm taking it well .. some things just doesn't need to bother ... its not worth your time bothering over it. Just remaining quiet, taking a step back to look at some things. Some things are just so superficial .. who is real? who is fake? who to trust? who not to? who is for you? who is not? Sometimes you really can't tell .. 

I've learnt... It doesn't really matter actually ...

There's just so much one can do, one can say ... isn't it? 

27th Apr, Sunday

Now that I dun get to attend my own svc at times, it makes me treasure even more the times when I gets to attend my own svc + serve in dialect. 

Had a fun time surprising Idy in the midst of mini vocal assessment. :x (8mins of behind-the-scene video)

Had fun traveling down to Newton circus with 8 ppl squeezing in vic's mini van. :p

Had another fun round of squeezing in vic's van while we travelled to an ice-cream shop located in novena.

Laughed the hardest there. The hardest I can go. We played a super silly + brainless game but it was (10000000000 times hilarious). A 10min exclusive video on that (I think all of us would never want that video to be up at you tube!) 

ZzzzZzz monster is getting me ... CIAO! :D

Work has been pretty eventful ... Tons of happening stuff are happening ...

Still remember the 1st/2nd week of our shoot, news about Fann's being pregnant became headlines(pls la, not true la =_=) 

Den followed by many many eventful stuff 

Den jus last week, Fann got bitten by some 毛毛虫, thus she has to go for jab while she was shooting halfway during my round. Was reading through her blog and I kinda LOL. And the picture she posted ... Its jus sooo her. I hope she doesn't post the photo of me and her PA that she secretly took. It was classic. Haha! :x

Also, on sun, she drove her huge car to the location and park at some place that should nt be parked at. I jus so happen to pass by her car again and saw a piece of paper on her windscreen. That gave me a huge fright. As she was filming, she pass the key to her PA(who dun have a license), came to me(dun have license either), den got becks to drive. But it was quite complicated that even beck(with license) couldn't move the car. Just imagine this scenario...

3 young girls ... walking round and round the huge and nice and expensive car. Fiddling with it. Everyone walked pass us practically stopped and look at us. =_=  We gave up and went round finding strangers to help us drive the car to the nearest car park ... 

Found a really really nice guy that offered his help. Halfway on the road, nice guy asked Fann's PA, so who is your boss? After much  errmmmm, ahh.. we said, Fann Wong .. I guess it freaked that guy out totally. I seriously wished that I could video down the shocking + scared + what ever emotions kinda look he gave. He keeps mumbling .. "handle with care, handle with care." ... it was just CLASSIC :X

Today 

I spend my entire day in MOS. Nah... not clubbing la. :p went there to shoot. It was soooo freaking cold .... It was colder than FSV Studio 1 or MCS Studio 6, I swear! I was so desperate that I took out my sarong and hide myself in it. Bang Jun started laughing, gave me a nick name "bolster girl" and even compose a song for me on the spot ...

Then there was this fighting scene and due to some unforeseen circumstances ... Bang Jun was hit right smack on his cheek and it was a huge and loud punch. *ouch* First time I saw a real punch (usually drama is 借位 one ma). It was so loud that all of us got a shock. This solid one left him lying/rolling on the floor with blood. :x 

Thus I went to the hospital with him and we spend close to 3 hrs there :x  Tons of calling/liasing with all sort of ppl up there. And stitches has to be done by plastic surgeon (which = to super ultra expensive)

But it was so eventful and exciting. Things are getting more n more exciting. I guess thats the fun thing about work :x (den again, I dun think I will think the same way if I'm the AP for this program) :p aiya, but still, anything is better than a 9-5 deskbound job ba :p 

my first coach !! haha, Cousin gave me for my 21st! so Sweet! :) 

I'm so looking forward to this friday and end of the month !! Its clearing debts time and a time of SHOPPING!!!  Whoooohooo !! Friday off day somemore !! Whooohooo!!!! SHIOK AH !!!

I have to force myself to go on diet this week. I have been eating worse than a pig. Its getting worse and Im a little famous for always having food in my ba bao dai :p 

Den again ... I'm thinking about ...

SUSHI BUFFET!! when ah?? tag me lei! :x

Recently I suspected that I have short term memory :x 

Tons of things I wanna blog about, but I can't seems to recall anything when I get home after work :x

I'm really falling in love with Pst Tan's preaching. superb! Never fails to get blown off totally. I really does admire the kind of intellect/knowledge he has. From the way he speaks/deliver the sermon, you can see how much he looks into details. He is such a deep thinker! :D 

Short Update: 

Mon - Chill out session with some FSV peeps

Shibs.Me.Drey

at first, it was just the 3 of us, den Big Shawn, Matthew, Deborah, Ke Song, Kavin, Marcus Tan and special guest ....

Tracy Tan came and join us! hahaha

Can't believe we know each other close to a decade . haha

Den I continue my 2nd round (rather 3rd round) of chilling at this jap restaurant at Cine(yes,again =_=) with HM.

as usual, I played with my camera and this was my piece of work

A hungry woman is an angry woman

Den she kinda make me look like an geisha :p

Den on sun after svc, we took pictures with Nikki !! 

and Belle !! (since she's jus beside, grab the chance la! :p) 

TUE - shoot @ Sentosa from 8am - 6pm 

Result : BURNT / NEW FASHION SHOE I WORE :X 

Seriously this isn't the worst. You should take a look at my "beautiful" lobster looking back now. The first comment everyone gave when I bum into them @ wardrobe after shoot was "WOAH!" how did u become a lobster ?? =_= enough said. I was badly BURNT! :x 

And the best thing was, the moment we finish shoot, it started pouring. 

WED - 

Today I was kinda blur. Took at bus to MCS from my hse to work. I am preparing to get off the bus, BUT I did not press the bell. I was just in a daze and the bus just passed the bus stop at quite a high speed. Immediately I press the bell, and usually bus driver that are traveling at such high speed would not stop at all. This uncle jam the brake in the middle of nowhere and open the door. Woah man, I was shocked, stunned yet very thankful. (the next bus stop is God knows how far!) 

I got of the bus feeling extremely happy. Yes, extremely happy. I just keep mumbling thank God, thank God all the way. There is just this spurge of joy that sprung out from within me. Just this spurge of joy. It was the joy of the Lord. :D

At some point of my shoot, I felt useless on set. Becoz there are simply nothing much to do for that 1 hr? We were in a fully air-conditional place and at the very same spot saying the same lines over and over again. Thus, that explained why I had nothing much to do as a PA. So I went to my bag and was just packing tons of messy papers and I took a quick glance at the mag I received from Joyce Meyer Ministries. It reads ...

"We have to come to a point where our head knowledge of who we are in Christ becomes a revelation to our spirit" 

Woah, revelation? ... 

Recently was reading Cleo magazine and this story caught my attention and it was like speaking everything I was thinking/feeling. Title of the story "Date yourself for a while". 

I came to a conclusion that actually singles do not really means single. We can date ourselves and by than I mean love yourself. Just simply love yourself. :D many a times, I feel that ppl desperately look and rush into a relationship to fill the emptiness within them. 

In this article, it mentioned "Dating myself taught me lots of thing - what I love doing, who my good friends really are and what's important to me. It gives me time to travel as well as to focus on my career. It made me thick about what I wanted in a guy and, because I wasn't in a rush to leave my cosy single life, it made it easy for me to not settle for anything less than that."

That was pretty true for me !!! I was like, wow, does this person reads my heart! haha

I always know ppl that kind of disappear when they are attached. When one person gets attached and finds that his/her friends are getting lesser n lesser, there must be something wrong to a certain extent. I always think that it is not healthy. It is not balance. haha 

My 2cent worth of thinking? haha :p

Random

Gd mon = Cam whoring day :p 

For the tons of weight I've lost, can someone teach me how to loose some on my face :x 

Sometimes simple things just makes me happy happy. The carefree life ... 

Its really time for me to plan my days/weeks when I'm not working ...

Yest when down town and walk around, it feels good where half the population are working thus, orchard is never crowded :)

Went back paragon management office to look for my ex-colleagues, its great seeing them after so long! They are as funny as usual :)

Met Meida and Idy @ starbucks to study (nah, I'm nt the one studying thus ... )

Alienated Idy Goh

Distorted Media Wong

Finally more human like :) 

After which, together with Idy, we met HM & Alec and head down to balastier to eat Bak Ku Teh. I told you I'm gaining weight :x 

Thursday, 1oth Apr

我毕业咯！！

Three years of hard work! I've graduated lo!! Somehow I do miss the times in school! :)

Finally received the letter for our graduation ceremony... I hope this year FSV peeps are more on! Must go for graduation ceremony !!! Takes lots of photos!! :)

Off to pamper myself with some dounuts before cell. :) 

Guess today's msg speaks into the hearts of many ppl .. Heee

A research in US show that sleeping more than 8 hours or less than 4 hours a day has a higher death rate. A person's sleeping time should be around 6.5 hours, there's no reason to sleep any longer. :p heee

I'm pretty thankful that I've started working. I've become more discipline in waking up, going to bed, know when to chiong and when not to chiong. Waking up doesn't seems to be a problem. And its true that 6.5 hours is just enough. That was just the amt of sleep i give myself when I am working. Sun I was pretty amazed that I woke up early without the help of my alarm clock and that for once(after svc moved to JW), I took train all the way down to JW. :p

Its good to be discipline. :)

Apart from that research article on sleeping. Msg was just yet another mind blowing one. Spirit of excellence. Doing beyond what you are called to do...

picture speaks a thousand words: speaks of my entire sat :) 

A brand new me :x 

Indeed: 世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人 

And laziness is really a terrible habit? 

I'm getting more and more lazy. Especially I dun work everyday and on days that I dun work, I totally had nothing to do :x I should take my basic soon and chiong my driving lesson on days when I dun work :x whooohOooo!

Somehow that piece of paper that is lying on my desk is jumping up on me. It seems like its getting my attention. Have I made the wrong decision? 

This entry is oh-so-random

Realized that I haven been myself lately ...

Kinda like a retard ... everything around me is in constant speed, but I'm kinda like 5s slower? 

Especially after I kana fever on sunday. 

Like the fever killed millions of my brain cell, thus I become a retard :x

Slow to understand some things

Slow to ans things

slow to react etc etc etc 

Mind seems like its turning n turning non stop, occasion aches all over the body. i dun understand by body :x Waking up at some earthly hours that I am not suppose to. Feeling sleeply at earthly hours that I am not suppose to. 

I haven been stepping out my hse for sometime, as much as I would love to go out. But before I knew it, I either fell asleep and pass the time or simply stonned and totally forget about the time. I'm living in my own world. Hopefully working can bring me back to reality. 

I'm jus praying that my fever etc etc wun come attacking me when I start work. :x

let it be gone with the wind ...