The past two days I have been living out the lifestyle of a P-I-G.!

Sleep, eat, slack, sleep, eat.

Quite shiok but not meant for more than a week, other wise I will die of boredom. Like literally! 

But I'm still enjoying it to a certain extent 

BUT everything will end like tml!?

Damn the office. Called me back tml to do "work" .. Oh well..

I was bored this noon. Close to tears kind of boredom. (haha!)

Decided to pop by NTUC. DID a massive shopping for snacks.

I think its the time of the month? 

I bought like HUGE pile of snacks. I mean HUGE. 

At least 10 various crackers. Few different chocolates. Nuff Said. 

Dieting always leaves till tml. 吃了明天在剪咯！

Ha! I think I should say: 吃了下个project在剪咯！

Den I came across this. Call me mountain turtle. BUT I was WOW-ED. 

Are u serious!!?? 

I'm Soooo looking forward to today !! 

Resting & practically nothing much in mind to stress about or do!! =) =) 

I had an eventful week though! (at the expense of gaining back all the weight i've lost :x ) 

21st MARCH

Last production day for me. Couldn't sleep after studio end. (maybe too high :x ) 

22nd MARCH

Woke up pretty early on SUN & head down to church. 

Stayed back for Dialect prac

Went for chicken rice supper @ Wampo den ice-cream @ Utters.

The night ends at close to 12am? 

23rd MARCH

Went back office at 830am for editing. Den realized that I NEED NOT COME at all :X 

Damn my precious sleep! :X SInce I'm already in office. 

I checked through the roller credits & logos

Went back home @ Watch "PERFECT CUT 2" & "UNEXPECTED ACCESS" on MOBTV

Had dinner appointment with APs/PAs/casting/location peeps of 书包太重 @ MARCHE. 

(I ATE LIKE A PIG) 

Headed down MARINA for a time of KTV. 

The night ended @ 2am? 

24th MARCH

Went back office @ 8.30am for EDITING. 

Sitting there staring at the screen. Half of me is still in lalala land. ANother half of me wishing I'm the one editing it. Haha! ( I DO MISS EDITING U KNOW!) 

Thank Goodness my editor is really zai and fast. Completed 2 EPs of 1st edit! 

25th MARCH

Went back office @ 8.30am for EDITING again. 

Completed 3 EPS of 1st edit! I'M OFFICIALLY DONE WITH 1ST EDIT! 

26th MARCH

Was suppose to have SCRIPT DISCUSSION for my next show. 

But due to unforeseen circumstances, it's not our turn yet.

THUS I HAD THE WHOLE DAY FREE!  =)=)=)=) 

Woke up early though, couldn't sleep. 

Headed down ORCHARD for window shopping. 

Lunch @ HK CAFE with my fav DISH - papaya soup bee hoon! 

HEAED down somewhere for a TALK. 

Met Miss P for late dinner/supper @ TEOCHEW PORRIDGE near BEAUTY WORLD! 

(It felt like the best meal of the week! There is this joy while eating it. Maybe its the simple + nice meal? & the company also la. haha. I think I miss eating porridge! haha! )

and guess what ! I MISS TIMES BACK @ NP! .. :X 

27th MARCH

RENTED a car with Idy over the weekend. 

Headed down BUGIS for a short shopping trip. 

Was asked to be on standby for script discussion in late afternoon. .

Back in office @ 2pm, Waited till 515pm for script discussion that ended @ 8pm++ 

Had a dinner appointment with the APs/PAs @ NOVENA STEAMBOAT! 

( I had OD of hotdogs & meat balls, that's practically what I ate the whole entire night!) 

Headed down to LIANG SEAH street for DESERTS ! 

Bum into VIC & half the dialect gang

SKIP the KTV session with my colleagues. (too tired + no mood for singing) 

Join the dialect gang awhile, drop half of them off @ MUSTAFA area for dim sum. 

(Din stay coz I refuse to do parallel parking! MUAHAHA) 

Was heading home, pass by town so decided to join my cell @ HK CAFE (YA again)

The night ended at 2am :X 

28TH MARCH

Pass IDY the car & went back home to slack 

Was suppose to meet MISS P to go shopping with her for camera & phone.

But half of me totally din mind going out, but another half of me isn't functioning anymore

Thus decided to stay at home. (kinda regret, coz I WAS SOOOO BORED!! I cannot used to not doing anything.  Too used to the busy busy, forever thinking and doing stuff kind of life :x) 

MONTAGE 

Played guitar

SELF KTV @ HOME

WATCH TONS OF videos on youtube

Practice parts for dialect

Pack my room

Clean my desk 

Den I force myself to take a nap from 5pm-7pm :x 

My night started @ 9pm. where everything was just sooo HAPPENING man!! 

To cut the story short. I had to contact another car towing service for the 2nd time !! :x 

But afterall the happening things that lasted for 3hours ++. 

I had quite an enjoyable time @ Dempsey's Bens & Jerry den headed down to the 24hours MAC @ Queensway area.  

SEE! GOSH!!! I'm gaining back those KILOS I've lost! muahaha. Oh well..

I was still thinking if I should post this. Its kinda random.

I'm just bored.! :x 

I just wanted a good rest ... 

Just a simple rest ... A week. If not just a few days .... 

CAN I? 

My FAV photo of the night. =) 

and yes, 21st march marks the last day of production !! Whee!

I can finally sleep in peace?? No more feeling stress & paranoid of undone stuff & shoot! 

Jumping up from sleep, remembering there might be undone stuff for next day shoot. 

yada yada yada ... ...

Though its the end of production, but it is also the start of the next phase which is call the

POST PRODUCTION.! :X which I'm really totally blur & nt sure what's the next step? =p 

BEST OF ALL!? I received a entirely new set of SCRIPTS yesterday!! GOSH !! 

It was like "HUH"!! I haven even finish the current show!! I haven even started editing!?? :x 

And thus, my schedule for next week is 

MON-THURS editing from 0830-1900. 

FRI - New script discussion from 1000-1900

*SCREAM* !!! 

Though I'm following the same EP & PD for the next show. (thankfully both are very nice people to work with!).

BUT BUT BUT !! The theme of the story is on BABIES !!!!! 

FAINTS!!! *SCREAMS* !!!!

I already have tons of problems with the kids of my current show! What more! BABIES!??

I almost wanted to strangled that F****ING Kid of my current show! 

I had enough of kids! :X & now my new challenge is BABIES! :X 

Oh... the thought of it ... Goodness ... 

On a lighter note ... 

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18th march 2009

Kinda the last unofficial "off" day before the last day of production. 

left office pretty early. Window shop around Bugis. Therapeutic! But the highlight of the day was the post birthday celebration for my dearest right heart! 

Met fefe for dinner @ Shokudo & den headed down to crazy elephant for a drink.

It was a blissful night out! Such simple joy is rare! 

To be able to sit down & have a good meal is rare enough! =p 

Fefe! I want those photos in your MACBOOK! Gee

I was DAMN PISSED off yesterday ... Thinking back, I had no idea why I was sooooooo FREAKING PISSED. Maybe over time, bottle up yada yada yada. I couldn't describe how piss I WAS. All I know is that I was just cursing & swearing deep inside for a period of time. I Just wish I can scream it out straight F***ING BITCH ! :X 

Alright... Chill.. Over... I've gotten over it... 

Right now, I'm just counting down to 22nd march (THIS SAT). My last day of production!!

I needed time to sit down, chill & not think about work at all.  

I needed time to sit down & sort out my life. HA! 

I needed time to sit down & plan out things that I wanna do! Wheee! 

Even though I think I'll probably have a very very short break! :X nontheless ...

I'm looking forward to get my hands behind those wheels again! (this time, to go out & enjoy!)

I'm looking forward to drive around with my FSV peeps to makan lasi lemak @ changi & Chill!

(Come to think of it, quite a number of us got our license already! Yippeee! )

I'm looking forward to laze my whole afternoon @ Green Room Cafe @ Bishan Park 2

I'm looking forward to meet some of my colleagues out for a good meal! 

I'm looking forward to meet up with my supper kahkis again to CHILL! 

I'm looking forward to drive around to take good pictures with a DSLR! 

I'm looking forward to meet SIS over a meal or something!

I'm looking forward to meet my RIGHT HEART! 

(its time to catch up with each other's lives!)

I'm looking forward to meet JULETTE for a time of Sushi & Tea! 

The list just goes on & on ..! 

I'm in the midst of planning my CAMBODIA trip! (yes, if nothing goes wrong, I'm going ahead!)

I'm in the midst of researching Hong Kong ( preparing to go during colder season hopefully)

I'm in the midst of looking and checking prices for my DIVING trip! 

I'm in the midst of trying to plan a short shopping spree @ bangkok despite the above plans. (HA! How Greedy! ) 

I'l probably start researching on AUSTRALIA (hopefully I can make a trip down next year!)

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In every relationship, u have to put in a certain amount of effort & hard work to at least maintain it. People come & people go. Friends come & go. Its something we can't really control. I have come to understand that some people step into your life just for that season. 

Now I understand... The problem with me? I hold on to everyone that crosses my path.. 

Stupid? Silly? Childish? 

But now I know. At least I know. No matter how many people walk in and out. How many friends I have. ALL I really need is that FEW that would stand by me, that would support me even at times when I was too busy to keep up & stay in touch. Too busy to meet up. But they are always there, rain or shine. 

I'm glad to have that FEW & 

Thats enough to bless my heart.. 

I'm a naughty girl today. I "Skip" work!! 

I Self-declared YI SHAN's day!

So thankful that my phone hardly RANG!! Its Sooooooooo rare! What a peace!! =p

So I spend the day stuck in the room, cleaning up my mess.

Had a long exfoliating bath, did mask & moisturize my body! Whoohoo!

When Was the last time I pampered my otherwise ill-treated body. =p

So I am a happy happy girl today la. =) 

Ok. Sooo i'm all ready to 奋斗tml! =p 

Browse through the schedule of Singapore International Film Festival. 

There's SoooOOoOOooO many films I wanna watch !! gosh! 

And I'm sooo glad to see my batch's films listed in SIFF as well. 

Even though all their films are under the non-finalist. BUT still, I think all of them did a great job! =) 

Strumming the guitar, singing away... 

Finding back the old self ...

I think she has quite nice & pleasant voice. Nice song too. haha. 

I had a simple & good day! Tons to blog but I guess I shall just cut it short! 

1) attend a silly(a little la) course back @ office. 

[I'm just piss that it robs away my sleeping time!] 

2) Have a little fruitful time checking through all the props for my remaining rundowns (YAYNESS!) 

3) Headed down PS for lunch @ around 2pm. 

[Had such an enjoyable time all to myself @ HK CAFE - PS.]

4) Met Miss P for Movie. We caught "DEPARTURES"

One of the very few good shows I've watch this year! It was BEAUTIFULLY DONE! 

It was just a simple simple simple story, but yet how the story was told is just beautiful!

It was entertaining & yet touching! Definitely deserve the OSCAR award! =) 

5) Went for dinner @ Tommy Romas @ suntec 

Hmmmm, good movies just makes your day! haha

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I'm not a very supportive friend etc. Sometimes I can be quite bad. Quite critical in my comments. In fact, I'M GETTING MORE AND MORE CYNICAL! OOopps. 

BUT anyway I just wanna say there was just this joy and happiness I have for a dear friend of mine when she share with me a good news! 

DAPHNE KOH YAN PING!! I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU! 

WHATEVER IT IS, YOU KNOW YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY SUPPORT!! MY DEAREST RIGHT HEART!!! =) 

I have sooo much in my mind. I just need a day to sort out all my thoughts! 

Oh and it feels really good to have positive comments around... 

Throughout the last 1-2 weeks I guess. Almost who ever I bum into, commented that I slim down. MUAHAHAHA. I was half believing but yet I feel a little difference .. =p 

half believing.. So i did went to weigh myself. AMAZING. Unknowingly, I lost 3-4 KGs in 1 mth!!! WhooHoo! hahaha. Maybe I should aim for another 4 KG!! =p 

It has been a fairly long time since I last had my fair share of verbal vomit (HAHA!) 

So much so... I do not know where to start!?? 

Lets just say I shall do a recap of my oh-so-very-interesting(happening) FOUR DAYS I had last week! 

26th Feb - THURS 

Rented a car together with my pri sch friend

It was raining CATS & DOGS when I went to collect the car. 

It was the first time I drove without an experience driver beside me!

Went round n round North area practicing our parking!

Met up with secondary sch choir buddies + choir teacher Mrs chew!

Almost got into a terrible crash just past midnight!

Come to think of it, at that moment of that almost-crash right smack into that taxi situation. I wasn't even panic, scared, shocked(watsoever), even though I was so near death! I carried on driving like as if nothing has happened. I WONDER WHY? The passenger in my car was more freak out than I was. 

My secondary choir buddies & teacher Mrs Chew!! 

Its such a short but sweet & enjoyable time together! 

We even drove Mrs chew home. Gosh when we first know her, we are just 13 years old! Its almost a decade! ... Alright ... we're getting OLD ... 

27th FEB - FRIDAY

Met ruxin for buffet lunch @ Suntec

1st time successfully park in between cars without much adjusting! *PROUD* haha

Drove Ruxin back to SHENTON WAY

(It has been AGES since I last step into SHENTON WAY. It was a 鸟不生蛋的地方 to me!) 

So of coz, I had to figure my way back to my office from tat 鸟不生蛋的地方. 

It was really a day of 跟着感觉走(singing to the tune of that Ah-mei's song)!

Had quite a fruitful day doing my rundowns I must say! 

Was happy to drop some of my colleagues off (save them from walking that mountain walk!)

Headed down Heeren to meet my CELL for movie, "Marley & Me". 

28th FEB - SATURDAY

Had OB. *Reshoot one scene* :x 

Had a last min decision & random meet up with Miss P @ Holland Village's Crystal Jade

I was going in circles before I landed myself @ Holland V! (haha I'm nt road smart or rather I always miss my exit! =p )

Then I had a CRAZY time waiting in that very SMALL & PACK carpark in Holland V! 

BUT I had a great catching up, chilling, grocery shopping! Great way of releasing stress.

Went back Thomson to meet my supper kahkis Jan & Sam! I miss them so! 

So this time I drove! HAHA. 

We headed down to HK CAFE @ Kovan (Yes, HK CAFE AGAIN! :x ) haha. 

my crazy girlfriend!

My crazy supper gang!

The night was suppose to end at 3.30am. 

BUT

BUT

BUT

I make the stupidest mistakes I ever make (I SWEAR I WILL NOT DO IT AGAIN)

To cut the story short. I spent 1.5 hrs in the car park from 3.30am - 5.00am! 

(I hated car parks & I really have fears whenever I'm in a carpark. ) So I was close to tears!

Thankfully my friend drove down to accompany me despite being really tired. *appreciates*

***** Dun try asking me what happen if you are not close to me :x & even if u are close to me, I may not even say becoz some people just have bigger mouth. If you know what I mean *****

1st MARCH - SUNDAY

Drove to JW-Church from home. The feeling was SHIOKNESS! 

I love the express way up to LORNNIE road from my house! 

Had yet another random meet up for shopping with Miss P.

Since I rented a car, I dun really need to save on petrol. Thus I offered to drive her. 

Went to pick her up from her home and OH MAN .. 

it was a 鸟不生蛋的地方oh wait.. no its worst! its probably a 鸟都不飞去的地方!!!

I SWEAR I GO ROUND & ROUND CLOSE TO TEN TIMES IN THAT AREA! 

Of which I think I'm now a *pro* in making U-TURNS & 3-point turns in super squeezy & small lanes!! 

Oh, it does not help when it was raining CAT&DOGS!!! :X You could hardly see the lines on the road !!! :X 

Was suppose to run errand. Suppose to make a trip down to Bedok 85 around 6+ to collect props after meeting Miss P. 

My 4 days of driving experience, it was AMAZING!! hahaha. It was fun driving, I love being alone, driving alone on the road. Its such a great personal space & time alone from everyone! I think that was the thing I enjoy the most! 

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I had pretty serious thoughts this few weeks even in the midst of my business! 

I reasoned & fought with myself. In a nutshell, I came to understand myself better.

And this few weeks. Many many people asked me this question: "Do you really like your job? Love what you are doing?" This has set me in deep thinking for weeks I guess. 

Aside from these heavy stuff. I guess I should relax & reward myself! I was just planning out some stuff I want to do at the age of 22. 

So at the age of 22. 

1) I've got my driving license !! *I finally got the card!* 

Soooo whats next?? 

1) BAISC OPEN WATER DIVE!!

2) A trip to HONG KONG 

3) A short shopping spree trip to BANGKOK - MUST fly after my Next Project for sure! 

4) A trip to CAMBODIA!