When the two Gloria Wong meets! hahaha =)

In the middle of the road outside heeren. ahh.. thats my cell! haha =p

The girls ... (thought this shot was pretty well taken =p)

What are we doing? hmmm ... haha

Had a crazy pre xmas eve night ...
Went back to US - starbucks. Er... not united states la. Its united square ok.
Anyway, its good going back ... I really really do miss working there ..
Only left 2 partners I know over there. Everyone has already "moved on"
I just love hanging out at starbucks ... I LOVED IT. =)

Anyway, my members followed me home after chilling at starbucks
We started doing accessories till 6am in the morning... Goodness gracious me!
And like what my titles says ... Renewed Passion ..
I found my love for doing accessories again! Good and bad ..
It tempts me to invest in more and started doing more !! Goodness ...

Then today, I went back to my long forgotten blog that I did up for my shop
Its there, its always there and I realized there are still ppl viewing my stuff!!!
Kinda miss doing all those ... Actually, was quite proud at some of the stuff I did. =)
Do visit! =)
http://fantastiqu3shop.multiply.com/
Maybe it will come back in action SOON! =)

Meanwhile ... MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL !

She leaned with her head on the window
Watching evergreen bend in the snow
Remembering Christmas the way it had been
So many seasons ago.

When children would reach for their stockings
And open the presents they found
The lights on the tree would shine bright in their eyes
Reflecting the love all around.

But this year there's no one to open the gifts
No reason for trimming the tree
And just as a tear made its way to the floor
She heard voices outside start to sing.

Merry Christmas to all who may dwell here
Merry Christmas if even just one
May the joy of the season surround you
Merry Christmas with love.

Carolers sang as she opened the door
Faces of friends in the crowd
And all of the shadows of lonely reminders
Driven away by the sound.

Now the heart that for years had been silent
Was suddenly filled with a song
As she clung to their hands like a child in the night
She found her self singing along.

Merry Christmas to all who may dwell here
Merry Christmas if even just one
May the joy of the season surround you
Merry Christmas.

Merry Christmas to all who may dwell here
Merry Christmas if even just one
May the joy of the season surround you
Merry Christmas with love

2nd part of my xmas gift. I just wanna thank all of you all !!
My dearest member n classmates
Big pooh bear from Zerlina
Tommy Girl perfume gift set from Alvin
NIcholas sparks story book from Estella
A lovely, heart warming, encouraging long letter from right heart !!
Classmates
Winne the pooh towel from Audrey
A piece of undergarment, candies, nail polish, hand made card from Samantha
candel gel n 4 glass from Shi mei

Some accessories I did for my CG girls .. haha

Ok. alot ppl commented that my wish list is for some rich man son/daughter to fullfill! hahaha =p
That is really just a wish list, something I wanted lah. =p

I think that I'm easily satisfied. Really. =) So long is something thoughtful. Something that you really think through b4 buying. Or something hand made by you. I will be very very happy. =) Even if it means, just a card/letter with heartfelt words. =) I'm more than happy!

My simpler wish list
1) Royce chocolate (ok! nt cheap, just a sudden craving these few days !!! )
2) Something that you would think "oh! thats so Gloria la!" =)
3) A card with mini "compo" hahaha !! =p
4) Stationaries!!
5) Stylish Laptop casing

Goodness ... I should be busy doing my stuff, Yet I wasn't really that busy during this busy period. How ironic. Sigh ..

I guess the sch TSO must be sick of seeing me, hearing my voice and seeing my email.I have been haunting her like nobody business since the day my avid station died on me. I have been faithfully looking for her whenever I am in school and even I am not in school, I have been haunting her through emails. Haha. But she is nice la. I have to say. Thankfully!! -_-

My avid station is still sick. Be healed !!! Grrr ...
I received a reply from TSO this afternoon and almost fainted ... It says ..

Hi Gloria,

Your computer is back but unfortunately our supplier didn't have the new memory card to change for us.
Even though it is back but with only 2 GB of memory.
It doesn't enough to run Adrenaline.

They will let me know by Monday when they can get the new memory cards.

Sorry for inconvenient.

Have a good weekend.

Regards,
Kris Kampira

Yet another week has been wasted. Seriously I wish I can go back school even on xmas day to do that #%^&* video. I'm desperate. I seriously hate that feeling.

I have plently of time to go back to school to edit that video.
But yet, I am rotting away doing something else... -_-

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Anyway, aside all these ... I have craving for Royce Chocolate !!!
Seriously, I was passing by Royce chocolate yest and I drool ... heee. I hardly drool on chocolates. =p

Was thinking of writting down my x-mas/bday wish list ...
Human being human are always never satisfied with what they have ... Haha. I was thinking through the things I want and ... oh man ... haha

Mac Book
Nintendo DS Lite
Sony Cybershot T200 or W series Digi cam
Anna Sui Blusher
White Shorts
White/Black/Blue Skinny Jeans
Gold colour watch
A mouse ( nt a real one )
Shoes/Platform/Wedges/Flats!
Sports shoe from addidas/New Balance
Liquid Foundation
Black Sweater
Car Licence
Sponsors/Scolarship to Overseas Uni
Stationaries!
Vouchers from page one/borders/Kino
A Trip to Europe

As I was thinking through xmas this year. I love the simplicity of it ... I guess above all, what I love is a card full of words, heartfelt words .. Words of encouragement/affirmation will do ... Nothing else ... =)

I'm a person that Loves receiving letters/cards etc. =)

So many things to say ... but do not know where to start ...
Guess I'm tired of explaining .. tired of explaining myself ... Whats the point?
Its ok ... Its ok ...

When everything else is taken away. When everyone's left ....
I'm still with Him ... All these, It doesn't matter ...
Thought what pst preach on sun is really Spot on man!

For the last 5 years, x-mas has been a season of joy but yet ultimate busy
As i grow older, it just get busier. Its not just the involvement of the events.
But i guess its the combination of those involvements with sch work etc. 

But I guess this year is a little different ... gonna be less involve already.
Guess I might not even take part in the performance at vivo this weekend. 
Oh .. and I guess this xmas I just need to attend n sing for my main svc n thats it
(unless my friend couldn't make it to my main svc la)
But i guess that is just about it ... can I count this as a peaceful x-mas?

Come to think of it ... tis year is likely to be the last year to be involve in
carolling gigs, ministry stuff
Graduating next year. Embarking into a whole new environment ...
Yep, many had tried stopping me or rather warning me abt this industry ...
oh well ...

I'm praying.. praying really hard. My wish is to fly ... fly to a place and stay for a few years. That is really my wish. I really pray hard that I am able to fly overseas and do a degree/master. A good 3 years away ... I am more of a carefree person I guess ... I dun wanna settle down!! haha ... I'm like a bird (sing to the tune of that song! haha)

I rememeber that 1 week in Taiwan, I wish its gonna be 1 year, nt 1 week
Surprisingly, I dun miss a single thing back here ...
So, I had been faithfully doing research on Aus's sch and accomodation.
I really want to go ...

I was just thinking about my 21st bday. Shall start wrtting down my wishlist. =p
Maybe I should have my bday party at zouk .. haha

Anyway, met sis yest. And got x-mas pressie from her! =)
A million thanks for blessing me!

Blessed. =)

I am so looking forward to thurs !!
its like a day break ... A day I dun need to set alarm and wake up and attend to anything !
its like a day I can sleep in till I auto wake up!
( I just have to pray that I dun auto wake up at 7am!)

Alright, some outdated photos time!

Thought I was a classic photo! Marc is there gold dropping down? haha

Managed to celebrate KaiXiangs bday after our AFP class.

Thought this photo is kinda cool !! =)



And this a little classic! =p

I love this! I look so "zuai" and look at the girls, adding ingredients like nobody's business!

When bad things happen, it all happens at one go ...

My "beloved" Avid station died on me today !! 
Just when I had to sync all my videos with the music track by thurs ...
Didn't had time to do it the whole entire week as other ppl has booked the station
But I managed to ask for a favour and got 4 hours slot from the person AND
my lesson ended at 11am this morning which means I supposed to have 7hrs of editing time.
BUT MY ADVID DIED ON ME !! YES IT DIED!! -_- 
I feel so wasted !!! 7 freaking hours of editing slot gone into the drain!! haiz ..

Moreover, I had a terrible flu + fever. I used up more than 10 packets of tissue
As I am typing this, i still feel that pinch ... that 7 hrs of wasted time ...
Really felt quite terrible in sch, with the Avid failing on me, with that ultra cold weather + the ultra duper cold air-con in school. Its really getting into me.

I ended up sleeping in the 48 track studio. Though I can hardly fall alseep with the recording going on and stuff. Only manage to slp like 10 mins, wake up another 10mins, fall asleep another 10 mins ... Den again, am quite thankful that I have such a nice sofa to rest my head. =p

Because of all these studpid system failure etc. I guess I have to come back eveyday during my 2 weeks break. Moreover, we're learing special effects like tml? which also means we need to add special effects into our MTV = 2 weeks holiday burn.

Force myself down for prac. though in my heart I am dying not to turn up for prac. BUT it was a full-dress rehersal. I think I look like one living zombie walking around. And the world thinks that I am crying. -_- 

ROAR !!!!!!!!!!! SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS !!!!

Peace ... Tml will be a better day ... It will ...

I love this candid shot! haha. Yes, thats me! =p


"Hey! Loser!" haha. Didn't know I started calling ppl loser at that age! =p
And look at the other hand!! I look like I'm pointing middle finger!
Gosh! Its classic! =p

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Sometimes I feel like giving up and not chionging and doing so many things
Sometimes I hate talking to ppl and just want to be alone
I felt like I'm gonna have a mental breakdown with overload information
Like the brian has no more space to store anymore information
Its like all the software and applications are all open at the same time and its taking up too much space. haha!

I dun wanna talk, just reamain quiet. I dun need un-necessary remarks
I know ppl will tell me, brian no more space, its time to up grade to larger storage life (in simple terms, its time to stretch and expand yourself even more)
I know whats right and whats wrong.
I know what I need to do.

Sometimes ppl just need a channel of outlet,
Not a channel of inlet for people's comments

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Van's Bday at Aud's Hse


Wif Zer at orchard


haha, they force me to wear that in E-spirit. haha


Cg took neo print !!


Classic! =)


Est.ms tiffy.me


Jer and me @ Tiffy's wedding


Ayam.me.fefe


Me and mentor Pauline @ tiff's wedding


Ayam and me @ Tiffy's wedding


My very very beautiful friend, Hui ling!!! =)


fefe.nana.ling.shan


fefe.shan.rara


Ms clara and me


shan.jace.est.sharon


Da li dan and me.


I miss just the 3 of us. 


right heart . left heart


est.shan.terrence


SQ n HM @ tiffy's wedding

Somehow I lost the motivation to do alot of things ...

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On sun, realized that I have lost my blusher ... Grrr
I seriously had no idea where is it. Prob it has drop out from my make up pouch that has a huge hole -__-

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Some part of me am looking forward to the up coming 2 weeks break

Den again. I have got that veyr strong feeling that I will still need to go back school every other day to edit that MTV and doing those effects.. -_- haha
Adding on, with AFP2 production paper work and Studio final project liasing.
Whats a break?

I hope that I can put away every single thing during our cg chalet. 

Have planned out both studio and AFP2 projects.
Studio final recording at 31st Jan
AFP #2 fine cut due on 1st Feb for me.
Its gonna be that tough few weeks where everything clashes with one another.
But thankfully 2 of the major projects ends on my bday week.

and that means, I might still be able to go on with the chalet/pool side party thing ba.

I need help ... Any volunteers? haha

Today I was just pondering on one particular issue... Pondering & pondering.Was wondering why am I pondering on this particular issue. It has once affected me. Or I should say, It has always been an issue that never fails to hit me hard. But i guess over the years, I have learn to slowly get out of it, slowly push myself not to be affected by this little things.

Now I kinda of understand why I was pondering on that particular issue earlier on.
It was somehow like a waring sign for me? LIke a preparation for me. Same exact issue. I was immediately reminded that this thing musn't affect me !! I can't please everyone! I must understand and understand it well. I can't please the whole world.

None-the-less. Still a little affected lar. But still not too bad.  I've learnt that many a times I need not explain much. Even when you try to explain, the explaination will not get into their head anymore, coz they have already formed that imppresion of you. Everything is just surface.

This two weeks is gonna be crazy. Looking at my organizer kinda scares me a little.

Mon
Gonna have IS meeting
12pm-2pm - offline editing
Dialect drama prac at 8pm (which i highly think i will not go, exams on tue!)

Tue
Lesson from 8am.
Media law exams till 3pm(God, I need your wisdom, seriously)
3pm-6pm - AFP meeting
6-9pm Offline editing

Wed
Lessons from 9-1pm
1pm-2pm offline editing (will continue if the person that block books everything never turns up!!! -_-)
Choir prac
7-9pm online (suppose to do online, den again there is choir prac)

Thurs
9-12pm lesson
BEAT SCRIPT DUE! (I still had no idea whats a good under one roof story to write about, hows does the format goest etc)
12-2pm online editing
2-6pm studio lesson
CG meeting

Fri
9-12pm lesson
12pm-2pm AFP meeting
2-6pm AFP lesson
8pm till mid-night Dialect drama prac

Sat
1-1.30pm Performance at Vivo city!
5pm - dialect drama prac

Sun
Svc
Dialect big day


What an eventful week ahead!! I seriously can't fall sick during tis period !!

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Anyway had a very very fun studio lesson today!! =) Seriously I really enjoy studio alot .. ( maybe our talents are way too entertaining!! =p) Jacq is considering buring the project into CD and hopefully I can get to burn a copy and look back at it ten years down the road and have a good laugh! haha!

I had studio way back in year 1. I directed for one of the major project, A dance show where Jan and Eugene danced for me. It was a major major major flop. Trust me, it was terrible. it was so terrible that I refuse to keep a copy of that show. From then, I had a little phobia for directing. I never wanted to direct again. I felt I am not up to it at all.

Like what pst says. Past failures is one of the biggest thing that hinders you from moving on.

So today, I tried and volunteered myself to be assistant director, directing a fast number song.
Was a little blur and not confidence at the first few takes. Kinda holding back but reminded myself that I wanna overcome it. So i went through it and I got so high towards the very last shot of that segement and I totally forget to cue VM to roll credits and fade out !! haha

None-the-less, it was a good experience. =) Am seriously considering going into mediacorp studios ... Afterall, its something I love doing ba. =)

Have you ever felt like when one things happen, all bad things happen continuously?
Oh well .. haha.
Yours truly felt that way today ...

Anyway, my headphones died on me!!! Which means no music on the way to sch and on the way back hm from school !! Goodness .. -_- just when I am so broke

Got the info on the xmas attire. Yet another set of attire that I have to source for !!
Grrr .. Am thinking of opting out if I eventually can't find that top. -_-

On the lighter note. Thank Goodness I am coordinating dialect big day dress code
At least I can work around with the things I have!!

Everyone just basically threw everything to me today.
I'm like the bean bag for ppl to hit, throw, smash n vent what ever they have.

BUT, its ok. TML will be a better day!!

Had the urge to blog the moment I woke up this morning
I wonder if I ever did fell asleep ...
I have been tossing n turning trying to fall asleep and the next thing I knew is that my alarm went off.

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Regional Cinema topic this week is on Korean. Watch a film titled "August Christmas"
Told myself not to fall asleep during screening again.
last tue I was so tired that I fell asleep(Last week was on Hong Kong)And I think I miss 1/2 of the very ncie show.

Today's show is rather draggy. (the usual korean style -_-)
It just makes me wanna fall asleep even more, BUT
I manage to force myself awake and watch the film BUT somehow, I fell asleep the very last 5 mins of the film. -_-

Its so dumb, watch everything but not the very ending.
When I jerk awake, the credits are rolling. -_- I feel like laughing at myself.

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Sometimes I really cannot stand media law.
He just goes faster and faster. I haven even finish copying and he moved on. -_-

Getting a little paranoid.
How to write that beat script! How to come up with a brand new episode of
"Under one roof". Whats the format !! Gaaaarrrr...
*hear me roar*

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Received a very encouraging messge from a leader of mine over at face book! =)
He says

I give you encouragement... But you need to reach out your hand and take it. When you take it, you need to consume your encouragement 100%. Once consumed, the encouragement must replace your discouragement. Stand up and walk away from the land of baren to your destiny.......Keep walking...

My son, if you accept my words and store up my commands within you, turning your ear to wisdom and applying your heart to understanding, and if you call out for insight and cry aloud for understanding, and if you look for it as for silver and search for it as for hidden treasure, then you will understand the fear of the LORD and find the knowledge of God.
(Proverbs 2:1-5)

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Recently many many ppl have been asking me about my 21st bday for some werid reasons.

Seriously I have never given much thought to it at all. Didn't have the tradition to celebrate bday in my family. HOnestely, I do not even know when is my parents' bday! =p

But for some werid-er reasons. I have been thinking abt it today.
many have ask if I am gonna plan some party etc.

I love and enjoy planning parties, esp surprises for friends. But when come to my very own. I jus drag doing it. for some very weird reasons.

Den again, like what all my friends had said. 21st bday is once in a life time. Its a signifacnt year that I've officially enter into adult hood. (quite true actually, never really thought abt that)

So I was pondering if I should organize party/bbq etc. Den I look through my organizer. There is soooo many things to do from now till feb!

1) Plan for AFP 2 shoot
2) Plan for studio final project
3) My regional cinema presentation
4) Christmas carolling performances
5) Editor for AFP 2
6) All the other mini projects
7) Not forgetting, feb is a mth where I will graduate which also means a month where all the final project is due, exams etc.

Den again. hahaha. It will be quite cool If i can have that FSV chalet all over again. But I guess a mini party/ bbq will be fun too. I guess I always have high expectations. If i wanna organize party, it has to be a good one in every area. That requires so much effort. =p

So today, my mind was pondering ...
1) Bbq at East coast?
2) Find a friend's condo, hold a pool side party. haha =p that will be so cool.
3) The ppl I wanna invite and that includes

My chiongster friends (u know who u are)
MY chec gang + Chec teachers
Choir leaders + helpers + close members
Dialect BV ministry
CG N28 + CG N307
FSV peeps
Peirce sec (2e2,4e4,God-sis,bros and gang)
Church friends (ex N28 ppl, few of N219 peeps)
And of course my dearest friends like lennie, xiao rong etc.

4) That leads me to doing up budget sheet. Props for decorating? food?( OMG, sounds like production budget -_-)
5) Sourcing for caterer (oh maybe i could use back the same caterer for my studio project)
6) Location reccee? 
7) Decorating the place?
8) Invitation cards?

OMG. everything just links to planning for a shoot. Maybe still need to do up call sheets?? ( AHHHHH POST AFP #1 madness!! )

Hahha. A brand new blog spot.
just how many blogs have I created? =p