Yest nite I had a very real dream ...
I dreamt of that day where I reach Changi Airport preparing to fly to Taiwan on my own.
I dreamt of that feeling that very moment I reached the airport.
I dreamt of that very excitment I had that very day
Everything was sooo real to me ...

The moment I woke up from the dream
I had the same excitment I felt that day when I woke up and prepare for my Taiwan trip
Deep inside me I wanna fly somewhere again !!
I wanna explore sooo many places ! I wish I had the $$. If only ... ...
But I believe I will one day ! :)

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I know this is pretty random, but I'm getting a dog soon !!
Actually have been thinking of adopting a dog for some time ..

Few months back I went to SPCA to shoot and I was really tempted to adopt one
But have been putting it on hold
The past few weeks, the thought of adopting a dog came back
den on sun morning, SiS msged me that her friend's friend are finding ppl to adopt their dog!

Man! was i overjoyed! :P And its a Silk Terrier !! :)
Though none of everything is confirmed at this point of time.
But I'm pretty sure I'm getting one by this year! :)

Of which, I'm looking forward! :)

Simple things makes me H-A-P-P-Y! 

It makes me go shalalalala ... :D 

Though I kinda have a disturbed slp 

I guess, its due to the insane hours my body just adapted to. 

BUT still, it was a GREAT SATURDAY! 

1)  I'm greeted with a fabulous breakfast

Mee pok + Tau huey + you char quey! FABULOUS 

(i'm not a pig, I ate half of everything :p) But a great way to start off a pretty day!

2) Started off by clearing some overdue work :x 

Finished reading " My Best Friend's girl" - Its a fabulous read !! 

Played my DS lite for an hour plus ! ;) 

3) I love the entire noon time hanging in my room

with my favorite radio station, Class 95 playing at the background - soft rock 

It just rock my entire afternoon! :) 

4) Was searching for some songs of my current FAV singers on the net:

石欣卉

伍家辉

萧敬腾

I love "一切完美" theme song sang by 石欣卉. Its FANTASTIC !

I love both of the guys's voice !! Love it to max !! 

One of my fav song in 伍家辉's album is gonna be the sub theme song in "沸腾冰点" !!

oOohooo ... you can imagine how happy was I when I go for the various editing session of "沸腾冰点" :p

Anyway Catch "沸腾冰点" starting 4th AUG 2008, 9pm @ Channel 8 !!  

4) Packed and reorganize my table ;) 

5) Dress in my fav Big Tee + Shorts + slipper, grab my mp3 + DS lite and head down to Toa Payoh to hunt for food! (Initially wanted to eat sakae, but decided not to as I just had it with my colleagues on Thurs nite) 

It was almost a PERFECT SATURDAY until my 统筹 called. 

It's always nothing good. And I was right !!! 

My colleague who sprained her ankle went back to work today and her leg kinda swollen again. Thus tml she's not able to work and I was supposed to take over her. 

Man! I was totally sian 1/2 upon hearing this just before my dinner. 

But due to some personal issues etc, 统筹 manage to get other girl to replace. :x 

6) So I hanged in my infamous fav place - MOS Burger from 7.15pm - 10.15pm

I took my time to have my fav shrimp burger + ice mike tea + fries + corn soup

Played my DS

People watch + listening to other's conversation :p 

Grab a desert (I fell in love with it the moment I took a bite! ;p )

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So I had a great saturday, recharging. Though my body is still not very well :x 

My jaw bone seems to get worse :x 

But anyhow, I'm still happy!! I'm still feeling the bliss! The bliss of having an entire day all to myself ! :) 

Here's sharing with you guys my current Fav Song! 

我知道我变漂亮了（《一切完美》主题曲）

詞/曲：石欣卉

製作：陳達偉

过去的批评嘲讽     Let it go  Let it go

过去的轻蔑冷落     Let it go  Let it go

有些人口不饶人    却忘了瞧瞧自己

又有什么资格

 

时刻都善良待人     Let’s move on  Let’s move on

时刻都做好本分     Let’s move on  Let’s move on

别人的心思浅薄    绝不是自己

自暴自弃的理由

 

也许    确实也受过言语打击

也许    因此而失去了自信心

但千万别将勇气深锁在阴影里

我们又不会妨碍这世界（的）美丽

 

我知道我变漂亮了

我知道我被注意了

曾难过    失落

微笑一下就过

外在的美貌容易戳破

内在的美好细水长流

 

我知道我变漂亮了

我知道我也豁达了

不自卑    不埋怨

就算还差一点点

用内涵弥补一切缺陷

内在的美     迷住每个人的眼

Finally!

Finally I have a day of rest! A whole sat all to myself! :)
And I am soooo glad to have a day of rest! :)

Have been working for the past few days as one of my colleague sprained her ankle.
Sometimes I wonder if I really fit this industry?
Somtimes I really doubt myself ... I doubt my ability ...
It has only been that few days under the sun, rain, smoke etc etc ..
My body is reacting to it and I guess it isn't taking it too well?

My leg/ankel hurts like mad, I have 3 ulcers in my mouth, I'm feverish (due to days under the rain), gastric. And I think I kinda disslocate my jaw or something. :x But yet, aside all these, I still love what I am doing. I wouldn't say that I love my job. But I like it la.

Recently saw the trailler for "沸腾冰点". I think Its gonna be nice! haha :p Brought back soooo much memories (even though it happen just nt too long ago). Now I miss the shooting process of "沸腾冰点" :p I miss the team that I worked with! :)

Been more than a week since I last really blog :P 

Am glad that I have a short break today :) Thus decided to post a loooonnnnggg entry ;)

Jus wanna blog down some key memories

Work has been pretty fine. Just the occasional hip-cups that spoils the days :x

Went to "sit-in" for dubbing session last thurs. (ended up, recorded VO for the drama ;x)

Not that I'm complaining! I would love to help la, jus tat I dun think my voice is nice enough to be aired la -_- oh well .. haha

Went down far east to shop while waiting for fefe to off work. I simiply adore afternoon shopping! Where the entire world is busy working thus shopping centre are sooooo bare! :) hee

And yes! I met up with FEFE !! My dearest right heart! I has been soooooooooo long since I last met up with her !! 

oh. we went HK cafe :p (ya i know many ppl are like : "what? HK cafe again?") 

BUT it felt soooooo good to be at HK cafe in the afternoon, coz its was soooo quiet (but cold)!! 

ultimately, its the company that matters la and I had A GREAT TIME with my right heart ! 

(AND WE TOTALLY FORGET TO TAKE PICTURES!) 

Thus no pics of us :x  Sobz .. 

@ work - night scene

Nope, its not on fire ... Its the smoke we've created 

In order to get the 30s/50s feel out for the camera

We have to burn lots n lots n lots n lots n lots of joss sticks 

So, every single minute of my work, I'm surrounded by thick smoke :p

Sometimes combo ( smoke machine + joss sticks) :x

Thus at the end of work everyday, It feels like I've work in a temple 24/7 :x

And the smoke is soooo stingy to the eyes .. we name it the

"辣椒牌" joss sticks :x (I'm tearing everyday! :p)

Thus this is the feel of it? Despite the smoke etc etc etc 

I kinda like how it turns out on screen? The feel of it.

Some shots are really nicely shot :) *finally* :p 

Especially last night. The night scene that we set up. The warm lighting, smoke etc etc. 

Wow, for once i finally see some really nice! It felt like we are shooting in Hong Kong. It was really really nice! den at that moment u kinda forget all abt the tiring work, it felt like it was paid off  :x (though i wasn't the one that set up the light la :p) but it meant something. haha

Sunday 

Went to Mint Cafe @ the toy museum area. I LOVE THAT CAFE!! It has got that vintage feel to it!! :) Simply love it and the food is SUPERB!! 

When 2 crappy ppl mix together, you've got loads of .......

CRAP.. Yeah ... my 2 most crappy guys in CG. haha !

Met up with Samantha and Ailin to celebrate Ailin's 21st bday ... Of which I wanna blog down this special memory. 

Ailin: We've known each other for a decade this year! yep, we've known each other since 11 years old! We were primary school friends den secondary friend. She was one of my closest friend in primary school! I remember spending tons of time at her house when I was young. 

Den somehow in sec sch, we drifted apart? But she has always been the nice friend. Throughout my 4 years sec sch life, her dad (taxi driver) has faithfully drove me to school every single morning! 

Samantha: Was one of my closest friend in secondary school together with a few others. Was the one that brought me to christ. Was the one that we've see each other through many different hmmmm, situations? 

Ailin and me @ Mint Cafe

Sam. Ailin. Me

 

And then we went to sing K !! 

The 3 of us love to sing since we were young. 

In primary sch den in secondary school. 

Ailin and I are both choir members in sec sch! :) 

The 3 of us .. (thats the thing with no camera man la) :p 

大家好！我是周董！haha 

see the all-smiley face? Tats becoz I have a date with 

...

...

...

my heavily pregnant but beautiful Sis and baby Rebekah !! 

Hi baby! Im awaiting for your arrival .. heee 

Gosh, that reminds me that I will be "Auntie Gloria" aHhhH! :p 

每个人都有梦想。

有多少人会勇敢的去位梦想而奔跑能？

有多少人会为梦想而伟大？

Girls will never have enough bags and shoes :x 

No matter how many pairs of shoes or how many bags she already has,

its just isn't enough :x heee 

That's a GIRL thing u see ...

I'm a sucker for bags ... I LURVE bags!! 

I've whole chunk of things to blog abt! Soon .. Soon .. :) 

This week has been pretty fulfilling !! :) 

Went back to sit in through a few editing sessions

Went back for yet another imaging for my drama

Finally I felt a little useful, well at least anything is still better than rotting at home everyday.

Few days ago, Florence send me some pictures that got me laughing out loud!

导演在对词 

That was the day where my Ap + Floor manager + Andie + me are wearing RED jacket :p

I think I'm such a pic spoiler! hahaha :p 

BUT I think I spoil this pic quite nicely wor, leaving my director and Fann still in shot :p

10 - July - 08

With my director and editor

A fabulous lunch @ Bishan cafe cartel during our lunch break from editing. :)

11 - July - 08 

Decided to give myself a day of resting and doing my own things :) 

Initial plan was to head down to far east to get ONE bag (the one that I have been eyeing on 2 weeks ago). Finally decided to get it. 

You know sometimes how you dun wanna shop but end up shopping and bought loads of stuff? 

yeah, so today is my day of doing that. :p Bought 2 bags and 3 pairs of shoe :X BUT it was a GREAT DEAL! 

So these are what I bought today! 

The red PVC material Little Miss Sunshine bag is the one that I have been eyeing for. 

Its a little over price, but I love the way the bag is compartmentalize ;) 

Den I have my eyes fallen for a cherry red + brown Vintage bag. such a love 

2 boots and one slipper :) 

Of which I must comment that I absolutely got a great deal for this 

Pretty looking boots was selling at a price of $100+ 

And for a few days they are selling it at $30! :) 

Was I overjoyed? You bet! 

Same goes to this! $30. This picture doesn't do the shoe justice. 

But it was really pretty. And this is the exact same shoe 

Stephanie Sun bought for her concert. :x (the shop owner say one) 

And whats a great day without my new love??? 

Mos butterfly prawns + Ice milk tea + DS lite + story book + Magazine 

TP mos has officially become my fav hang out place :)

After which, jio-ed some of my cg members out for dinner @ sakae. Initially wanted to go HK cafe. none-the-less it was still a great dinner. 

I was just bumming round town and saw some quite nice display thingy. I thought of my current desk in office. :x so dull and boring. Hasn't thought of decorating it. The thing is I'm not even always in office :x But I feel like decorating my oh-so-dull desk :p So anyone with anything to spare, is WELCOMED! :) haha :p 

So .... I'm all ready to start work! Muahaha :p 

Yea, I can kind of say I officially 开工了！

THE WAR HAS JUST BEGUN !!! FIGHT ON !!! 

I'm a little crazy ... Needa work from 9am till 9pm tml. But yet I'm still here blogging away. 

But today there's like tons of reasons for me to blog :p 

This girl of mine is leaving for perth to study tml!! I'm so gonna miss you and those crazy times we had!!  So decided to post a super duper old photo. Our year one, sem one photo up here. Here's one of my closer friend in poly. I'm gonna miss those times crapping with you, hanging out late, staying over, times when I rec your call in the middle of the night with u sobbing :p for some reason I'm always willing to here u blabber non-stop, miss that short little while that u came church with me too:) All the best girl !!! You'll still be my girl! :) 

Pulling this photo out, I look through my entire photo album in my hard disk (trust me, its a whole truck loads of photos). I saw some photos that brought back precious memories. Thats when I'm reminded again that I need to cherish ppl more. I'm reminded that I'm loved by many :) 

Some very very very very old photos, but always in my heart photos.

My birthday 2005 :)

Ah yam, ah matt, ali, fefe, nana and big shaun, zizi(missing from the pic)

All of us grown and go our own ways. But I have always remember and cherish this group of friends deeply. (pei zi missing from the above pic though). This grp of friends that have pretty much went through quite alot together? Though hardly contact or talk. But this friendship I really does keep close to my heart. Whenever I look back at these pics, I'm reminded that I'm loved. I have them :) I'm grateful for all of them. 

Wow. I think this is taken 4 or 5 years ago?

my best friend, my best sis

saw my ugly and helpless sight. Saw my weeknesses. Maybe cannot ta-han but still tahan and stick through. haha :p One I can totally trust and pour my heart out. one that would call and share with me things. One that allow me into her life. :) together with Idy, bth of them saw me through various stages for the past 5-6 years? 

2004 @ CHEC 

Aiyo. I always love this classic photo ! :p I think you can use this to testify how much you have change! :p My right heart. One that would understand each other even when we dun speak at all :P thus she is my right heart :p.  the one who taught me what faithfulness is. :)  The one that is faithfully staying around. I miss you!!! There's sooooo much to tell u ... 

03-02-06. Under my blk :) 

I will always remember this night. U guys make my 06 birthday the most memorable one!

Doubt this woman will read my blog :p None-the-less I still believe in her. I miss this 2 crazy supper khakis. 

My last day working at CHEC. 2005? 

rara.tiffy.me.nana. 

I miss helping nana. I enjoy helping her run errands etc etc. 

I miss tiffy's laughter. My keyboard lesson khaki. Great listener. 

I miss rara's loving nature! haha. 

aiya, I just miss them all la ! :p 

I miss their BIG HUG, laughter and presence !! :) 

Really long time ago. Man. time flies .. 

Auntie Pam! 

Dunnoe this auntie will read this anot. Just wanna say I haven forget you!!

All the best for your operation! U will be well in no time!

We shall have our meet up real soon! 

So today I'm a happy happy girl. Because ... 

I GOT BACK MY CAMERA WITHOUT PAYING ANYTHING!!!!!! I'M SUCH A HAPPY GIRL LA!. 

Den immediately I msg 3 ppl( kai xiang, Kwang wei and my director Fen Fei) this: Yea! I very happy! i got back my camera and I dun need to pay anything! yea! :) 

And here's what they replied: 

Kai xiang: wa! Best. told you they are good. did you try the coffee machine? 

kwang wei: haha really? that's cool 

Fen Fei: called me back :p 

I think I'm a little too happy. I think I'm so bored these days that I have become a bit crazy :x  

I GOT BACK MY CAMERA !!!! :) CONGRATS! :) 

I'm officially hook on playing my DS lite!! :p 

I din know playing DS can be that stress ! :p 

Was playing a game on Operation and man !! I felt my heart almost jumped out -_- 

I'm so missing my Camera !! I really does hope tat I need not pay :x  Sigh ..

And that reminds me of some photos tat makes me wanna get a Digital SLR !! :X

Farewell dinner for Marcus and Sean 

I totally love the mood of the photo

So where were we? 

We're at the 长劲鹿 aka "Giraffe" :p

I love NICE candid shot. Totally capture moments :p

Look at their classic expressions :p

benbenbenbenbenben! 

Wa! I like this ! I can be ready for the camera even when

I'm busy! :P 

Its one of the few times I love photo taken with such strong flash :p

Grp photo + Camera man (kai xiang) 

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This week has been pretty fulfilling. Manage to settle quite some stuff that I have been putting aside for a long time. 

1) Went to cancel my old i-banking and re-apply a total brand new one

2) Went UOB to check out why they hasn't send me a new card -_-

3) Went to check out staff discount @ starhub & its procedure

4) Send my precious camera for service

5) Look through and clear my facebook account

6) Set up a brand new blog @ livejournal

7) Started making some jewelries

8) Read through and deleted TONS of emails -_- 

9) Updated my external hard drive 

Was reading through some old emails and I came across this: 

"Logic fails to answer the argument offered by a wounded spirit"

"Our destiny is locked into our friendship"

"Staying up in a down situation, that's leadership" 

It doesn't matter what others may say. What others may think. What others may or may not approve anymore. Sometimes We just got to love ourself more.

I still believe ... 

We are all uniquely crafted by His hands. 

Classic Days of my life 

I had no idea what inspires me to have such heading? 

As you can see, I have been blogging quite consistently. Reason being? I'm damn free now! 

Yeah, Like I have announced that I've officially 开工. But due to some unforeseen circumstances, I have not really started work yet. 

But it has been a great week of "working" in editing studio. Working on my last project “沸腾冰点”. Nah, i'm not editing it lah (though I wish I could!). But It was great just sitting around looking and helping in anyway I could (at least its SOOOOOOOOOOO much better than bumming around doing nothing at home). 

I miss editing to a certain extent. But it kinda reminds me of the various incidents my comp in sch crashes on me. Kinda phobia. Now I dun even wanna touch the avid just in case I have some suay spell brought over or something that crashes almost any other comp that I touches. yeah.. phobia eh? 

saw the scene that I acted in -_- OMG. -_- its really OMG -_- I was trying my best/luck to get that entire scene be taken out since the whole edit was more than 45mins :p Trying my BEST. in the end, they only cut some of my lines -_- 

My director fell sick and was hospitalize. Pray that she will get well soon. Thus wed shoot was cancelled. Just got the news that sun and next Mon shoot is also cancelled. But am going back on sun to help out that major explosive scene in studio. (I'm more of curious than really wanna go down and help la :P )

TODAY 

I was hook on shi xiang's DS lite and I make up my mind to get mine by Sat!!! Then the entire clan of us in office that Has a DS lite can start paring up! haha :) Fen fei found a good deal for me. $250 bundle :) 

Just when I step out of the office and was about to press the lift button, the fire alarm went off. Was stun by the loud alarm. Walk back into office and no body seems to give a damn abt it. The lift doesn't work thus I decided to head to the toilet first. The alarm is still ringing. Thus decided to take the stairs down. 

When I reach 1st floor. I was GREETED by my classmate CHARLENE CHONG who exclaims something like: FIRE ALARM RING STILL CAN CARRY BAG AND RUN FOR LIFE AH? Her colleagues burst out laughing. At the moment I was like. Huh??? really got fire meh?? I can't even be bother lo and none of my colleagues upstairs bother either lei ??? 

DEN i walk further out and saw a huge crowd already evacuated themselves out of the building. I stood there stun and gave them a stun look as ALL of them stares at me, carrying my bag. -_- I was purely stun k !!! I never expected ppl to really evacuate lo !!! and they must be DAMN KAISU to evacuate that fast la !! 3rd floor ppl dun even care man !!! And I almost felt like an alien carrying a bag out of that building that very moment :x 

Headed to studio to pass some run downs. Walked in and i felt the tension and it was like a war. Thus I concluded my war times are coming up pretty soon. :x 

Went back anex building to bring Andie to look at some of the edits. As we caught sight of each other, I think bth of us almost SCREAM OUR LUNGS OUT. we are wearing exactly the same out-fit can !!! It was almost exactly THE SAME ! (how i wish i had my camera :x). We were both wearing shocking pink t-shirt with purple wording, black vest, black 3/4 pants, white covered shoe. The only difference is that I had a white watch while he has got a black watch. OMG. -_- It was like jackpot?? Winning lottery?? You should see the expression of various ppl once the bth of us step into office man. It was pretty classic. :x

Audrey's Farewell 

We were watching Jack Ass 2. It was @#^@#$&(#&$ DISGUSTING! 

It was such an ASS show! From sitting @ the sofa, everyone ends up

behind the glass :P

I told you I am always ready for camera! :P hahahha

OoOo I love this! 

Such a nice grp photo. Such a great angle. 

Thats when My camera DROPS DEAD! -_- SIGH! 

CHARLENE! dun act cool lei :p no long hair la. cannot flip :P 

hehehe. 

Last week, met up with my Taiwan friends! 

met them in Taiwan last year when I went over to stay in their Hostel. 

Man! It was like one of my best moments in the entire year! :) 

They were ABSOLUTELY CRAZY PEOPLE :) 

Thus, met up with them and some other backpackers that have stayed in their hostel too.

It was great fun. I think that is the thing abt backpackers. haha. :) 

So we brought them up to New Asia Bar @ swiss Hotel. 72th Floor :) 

Beautiful great atmosphere to party. :)

 

Young Yang

Jan! 

Beautiful top shot from my window seat

My small little faithful canon Ixus 75 does wonders! :) 

I'm so missing my camera now! 

isn't it still beautiful consider that its not taken with a SLR :p

The grp photo with other backpackers :) 

I am praying that I wun have beer belly. :p

I have been drinking beer like no body's business for consecutive days. 

My Shot. haha

Oh... I am so loving the strawberry n Chocolate fondue!! 

Our million over shots in the toilet (while the rest are in the toilet) 

Me and Jan!

Found some old but classic photos in my phone. :p

I'm so in love with my can't-be-bother-to-dress-up look.

its so comfy and so ME. :) 

And most of all, I kinda like this kinda shot. 

I lurve my short hair! :)

OH! SO CLASSIC! 

Ah pa (sound man) and Ah He (props man)

I think ah pa is trying to pluck out ah he's white hair :p

heh .. there are more random photos taken during imaging

On the way to return this chair to props store :p

Told you. We are just damn random

My AP(小朋友) and I spotted a BATMAN car while we are out

looking at locations :p

Found this random photo randomly and it is randomly taken 

this is what I call, RANDOM